Shades Of Styles

You pretend to break up

Today.

Today is the worst day of my life. My boyfriend Harry from One Direction is going to pretend to break up with me. He made a plan a few weeks ago to do this because the hate people were giving me was to intense.
I would cry every night and want to kill myself. When I told Harry he instantly got angry and read through my dm's. He was so angry he came up the plan in 2 hours. He had it set for today so I'm not excited, he is going to make sure it is a very public break up, it will be all over twitter and other social medias.
Hes going to break up with me right around some paps and I have to pretend to be upset and then go to my mums, then they're going to have a woman pose as some sort of girl he will hook up with. And then the interviews will pour in and all I will ever see after that is him pretending to be single.
Hopefully I won't have to pretend to be not with Harry forever. I want to marry him one day and have children with him, how does he plan on hiding that?

"Are you ready love?" he asks me after I'm ready.
"Yeah...I guess" I sigh.
"It will be over quick I promise. I'll visit you after you get to your mums"
"Promise?"
"As soon as you walk away I'll be on my way. I love you to much for you even to be pretend hurt for to long" he kisses my cheek.
"Okay" I smile and kiss him back. Harry made sure that it looked like we were fighting for a while. He pretend sub tweeted me three times. And two nights ago he posted that he was staying at his mums to get away from me. I know I'm not suppose to be hurt but even thinking about him being angry at me hurts me. He leaves and goes to the spot and I'm suppose to leave 5 minutes later and then we pretend like we meet at that spot and argue and blah blah blah.
I take a seat and wait exactly 5 minutes and then walk to the spot. I see Harry and get my game face on.
"Oh...hey (Y/N)" he rolls his eyes.
"Hi Harry" I say angrily.
"You still being a bitch"
"I'm not being a bitch you asshole! My reaction was completely normal!" Paps start to gather around us.
"Yeah sure...I liked a few girls' instagram photos and you flip out like I'm cheating on you" he throw his hands up.
"That's not why I flipped out and you know it" I step closer to him pointing a finger at him. "I saw what you commented on those photos. As if I wouldn't notice!"
"You know what!! I can't take this anymore! We're over"
"Fine with me. Good luck trying to find a girl that can put up with you Harry" I shout back and walk away fake tears streaming down my face.
I call for a cab and tell them my mums address and my mum is already standing outside checking the mail. I need to rebuild my fake tears to sell it to her. I hate lying to my mum but if I would have told her she wouldn't have gotten it and not acted the way she needed too.
"(Y/N)? What are you doing here hun?" she asks as I get out.
"Harry and I....we broke up" I cry out and she grabs my arms pulling me in to a hug.
"Oh my poor baby. Come in, we'll have a cup of tea and talk about it." she comforts me. I freaking hate making her think I'm upset. I take a seat at the table and start telling her what happened as she makes me tea. Oh no!! What are we going to tell her when Harry rushes in here acting as if nothing happened.
"(Y/N)!!" Harry knocks on the door and I go to the door in a hurry.
"Harry...she doesn't know we didn't actually break up. You have to leave, she won't understand." I explain.
"I don't want to leave you." he shakes his head. "I can't"
"You have to before she comes in here"
"Please don't make me leave you here baby" he begs.
"Fine, hurry to my room...quick!" I order and he runs up to my room and I go back to the kitchen.
"Who was that at the door?" she asks.
"Just some neighbors" I lie.
"Well alright." she sets a cup of tea in front of me. "So tell me again why Harry broke things off?" she asks taking a seat in front of me.
"He said he just didn't things were working out" I tell her.
"That's so sad. I thought you too would get married"
"Me too" I sigh.
"You'll find some one else love. Plenty of more fish in the sea."
"Thank you mum" I smile. "Do you mind if I go to my room a second. I want to put some comforting clothes on" I ask and she nods. I run to my room to check on Harry.
"Oh baby!" he takes me in his arms and kisses me. "I love you" he breathes in to my neck.
"I love you too" I tell him.
"It hurt me so much to do that. I could never" he pulls away.
"It was hard on me too but Harry...what will we do after everything! Are we going to hide the rest of our relationship?" I ask.
"No love. I already made a plan. After about a month I'll make it look like I want you back and make sure the fans know how big of a mistake I have made. They'll be nicer this time"
"How do you know for sure?" I ask.
"I don't but I'll try my hardest to make sure that they are never mean to you."
"Okay...I don't want to wait a month. Its too long"
"We waited 3 months to actually be out in the open at first though"
"I know..."
"Just know after this there will be no more hate for you"
"Okay Harry. I trust you"
"You always should. I would never do anything to hurt you" he says and then kisses my forehead.
"I better get back downstairs. You can stay for a little if you want...but paps might start to suspect after a while."
"Okay...I'll be here an hour or two. I'll see you in a week love" he kisses my cheek and I go back downstairs.
"Are you okay hun?" she asks.
"Yeah I just...didn't want to cry in front of you" I sniff and wipe away my non existent tears.
"Oh honey!!" she runs up to me. "You can always talk to me about these things. Don't be afraid to cry" she hugs me. "Boys are bad news. Ive told you that a million times" she says petting my hair.
"I know" is all I say