Shades Of Styles

He thinks you're cheating part 2

Its been 2 days and I still haven't heard anything from Harry. I sent him countless voicemails and texts and nothing. I could kill Louis for what he did. He ruined my relationship with Harry and him.
I haven't eaten or slept. I just want Harry back.
All I've been doing is crying. Crying and staring. Crying because my relationship is fucked and I can't doing anything to fix it. Staring because there's nothing better to do.
I lay down and close my eyes hoping to get some sleep.

Bang Bang Bang
I open my eyes to the sound of someone banging on the door. Its dark out so I know I got some sleep. I pull my body off the couch and go to the door.
I open it and its Harry. Before I even have time to respond he's kissing me. I pull away and look at him.
"I'm so sorry (Y/N). Louis told me everything."
"Wait...so you believe Louis over me? I tell you I didn't cheat on you, no way shes lying but Louis tells you and you just believe him."
"Well Louis was pretty much saying that you two were so how could I believe you?"
"Cause I love you and Im your girlfriend. You should just believe me...Harry. I'm really just offended and upset. I can't even look at you." I turn away. "I've been stuck in this house hoping and praying you would come back but now I wish you didn't. I can not believe you." I pick up my keys and put my shoes on. "I'm leaving." I tell him amd walk out the door. I seriously can not believe him. How dare- is he serious right now? For real? I get in my car and start driving. I don't know where I'm going but I just need to drive.
Before I know it I'm at Louis'. Not on purpose, I'm just use to driving here when Harry andI I fought. Mostly for Eleanor, we haven't fought since those two were together. I'm about to drive away when Louis comes out.
"(Y/N)?" Louis comes out. I might as well face him. I get out of my car slowly and walk over to him. "What are you doing here? I thought you never wanted to see me again?"
"I don't want to but I just started driving and ended up here. What the hell did you say to Harry by the way?"
"About what?"
"The whole me cheating on him with you."
"I told him that it was a misunderstanding. I was only saying we were together to actually be with you."
"Well it just pisses me off you know. He only believed you. I told him I wasn't cheating and he didn't believe me. You told him and he did. He should believe me over you."
"Do you wanna come in and talk about it?"
"I don't think thats a good idea."
"Okay well. You have to understand that its love. Its fucked up. It makes mistakes, people aren't perfect. We don't always listen to the right person but thats when the other person taps you on the back and says hey it's okay. You're only human. Love is about saying its okay to mess up, I still love you. (Y/N), go back to him and you forgive his imperfections. Cause damn it, you two are too in love to give it up that easily and I hope one day I can love someone the way you two love each other."
I don't say anything and give Louis a smile and get back in my car. I don't know if I can just give in that easily. Motivational speech or not, Harry betrayed me. He couldn't trust me and that hurts really deep. Its not something I can just get over in a few days.

After about an hour of driving just to think I drive back home. I have it all planned out. I'm not just going to walk in there and be like 'I love you and forgive you.' We need to sit and talk about this.
I unlock the door and step in. All the lights are off so he must be asleep. I go to the bedroom and sure enough, hes past out. I grab a blanket and lay on the couch.

"(Y/N)" someone nudges me. I groan and turn towards the person. Harry.
"What?" I ask rubbing my eyes.
"Why are you sleeping on the couch love?"
"I didn't want to sleep next to you last night." I say honestly. He frowns and goes to the kitchen.
"I think we should talk about last night." I say coming into the kitchen.
"Sure." he sits down.
We sit in silence for a few moments until I gather my words.
"I am really upset that you didn't trust me Harry." I say. He stays silent knowing I have more. "I mean we have been together for so long. And I love you way to much. But for you to even assume I would ever cheat on you...it cuts me deep. Do you really think that I would let a four year relationship go to waste for Louis. Which brings me to my next point...I hate the fact that you listened to Louis over me. I don't know what hurts worse...you not trusting me or you believing him over me. Its not fair Harry."
"Okay well. You've obviously been doing some thinking and so have. I'm thinking that....four years is long enough. Lets just...call it a day huh? I mean we've fought long and hard but we both always knew it was a losing battle right? After you left I sat down and thought long and hard about everything and its just...its not worth it." he says. As he talks my heart sinks lower and lower. Is he actually breaking up with me. I begin to cry harder as he talksbut I'm not listening. This isn't happening. I interrupt him in the middle of whatever he's saying.
"Maybe your right Harry...we fought for a long time but I always knew there was something missing from our relationship, now I know what it was...trust. And I know thats it because even through rumors and fans and everything else, trust is what's breaking us up. You know what Louis told me. He said he had never seen a better couple than us. He said we shouldn't give it up for this but Louis was wrong. Its time to end it.." I cry. I grab my keys, shoes and purse and walk out the door.