Another day.
Another day I have pretend to be Harry Styles' girlfriend. Another day I have to pretend be to in love with him. Another day I have to walk next to him holding his hand and kiss his cheek or his lips or whatever management wants me to do.
Don't get me wrong Harry is a lovely guy, hes very sweet and caring but I don't like him...that way. Maybe as a friend or something but its because I already have a boyfriend. We've been dating for 4 months and I really love him but I've been pretending to date Harry for a year now and management says I have another year on my contract.
I guess I shouldn't complain to much because its a good paying job. The only reason they asked me was because fans thought Harry and his best mate Louis were dating. Even though Louis got a girlfriend they still didn't believe they were true so management thought if Harry was in a relationship then the fans would back off but they were wrong. And then Louis and Eleanor broke so they paid me extra to really sell that we were dating but around that time I met Jeremy. But I just couldn't get out of my contract. This whole dating Harry and Jeremy at the same time is killing me. Cause if I was ever seen with Jeremy the media would go crazy with rumors and then management will pay me less or something. Its in my contract but I can't remember what it says.
Jeremy hates the fact that I have to pretend to date him. We never get to do anything together outside of texting and even then we have to be careful because fans are so good at hacking I have to delete every text after its sent or I've read it.
After Louis and Eleanor broke up they made Harry and I move in together to sell our relationship. So now I'm stuck in this ugly apartment living with a guy I don't like.
I remember the articles that came out when we moved in together.
Harry Styles and (Y/F/N) have finally moved in together!!
When Jeremy saw it, it killed him. We almost broke up because he legitimately thought I wanted to live with Harry.
"(Y/N)!!!" Harry shouts and I sigh. "What?" I ask coming into the living room.
"Management called. He says we haven't been seen together in a while so we have to go out." he explains.
"You mean I have to cancel on Jeremy again...for you."
"Its been a week. I'm sorry but I just thought of something."
"What."
"We'll just go out together to wherever you and Jeremy decide to go and then we will ask for no paparazzi inside. You two can hang out and then we will together."
"What if we got caught?" I ask.
"We won't...it's full proof."
"Fine. I'll go get dressed."
So can you make it? I read the text from Jeremy.
Yes. Ill be there. Don't worry...but Harry has to comeWhy?
Because if I go anywhere without Harry, the media will think something is up. I'm sorry.
Its fine. As long as I get to see you.
You will, now i need to get ready.
See you in a bit. I love you
I love you too
I set my phone down and get ready. I curl my hair and push it to one side. I put my usual makeup. Then I slide on a small blaxk dress with one long sleeve and some black heels.
"Ready Harry?" I ask as I come in.
"Yes I a-" he turns and stops dead in his tracks when he sees me. "You look very umm very pretty." he mummbles.
"Lets go then," I say ignoring his comment.
We walk outside and head to the club in town.
When we get inside I see Jeremy and I run to him. I haven't seen him for 2 months.
"I've missed you" he breathes into my neck.
"I've missed you too." I say back and he lets go.After 3 hours of having every ounce of fun I could have with Jeremy, Harry meets me at the entrance and we leave together.
"I wish I had something like you and Jeremy have...you know really." Harry says unexpectedly on the way home.
"I see with Jeremy and I see how in love you two are and I just really wish that I had someone in my life to love like that. The media sees that and thinks were so in love and it kills me everyday. I just wish management would let you out of your contract so I wasn't holding you back from Jeremy." he finishes.
"Its alright Harry. Jeremy understands that this is just a job...that sounded harsh." I pause. "I mean. I like you Harry. As a friend but." I stop trying to find the words. "I was forced to love you while I loved someone else which only makes me hate it. I hate my job but not everyone gets to love their job like you." I say coming off rude but not meaning too. "Sorry I just mean-" "I got it." he stops me.
"Sometimes I just wish...that I met you randomly instead of being forced to date you...again no offense."
"(Y/N) I get it. I feel the same but the only way to get out of this is for me to actually meet someone."
"I know. I know." I sigh as we pull up to the driveway. I stay quiet and go inside and go straight to my room. I take off my outfit and my makeup and put on a pair of pajama pants and a crop top tank top kind of pajama shirt. Its not really a pajama shirt but its very comfortable to sleep. Ive never been a fan of baggy t-shirts to bed. I tie my hair up in a bun and go into the living room. Harry is sitting on the couch writing on a piece of paper. I don't say anything and sit down with my phone. I don't want to disturb him so Ill just text Jeremy.
Hey Jeremy...I had a fun night tonight
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Shades Of Styles
FanficYou'd be anything for Harry...wouldn't you? Harry Styles imagines.