Shades Of Styles

Divorced 2

Harry's Pov

Yesterday I fucked up really bad...what am I saying I have been fucking up ever since (Y/N) walked in on me and Morgan. I should have been more careful, we should have done it at her house. I love (Y/N) I really do but I'm a little glad we got a divorce, would I take back cheating her if it meant being with Eleanor everyday? Yes, I'd do it in a heartbeat but its to late for that. I'm with Morgan now and all I want is to be able to see Eleanor more often then I do. I know I'm the one that fucked up but I think getting a divorce was the best thing for her and I. Neither of us wanted to be with each other. She knew it and I did too. We both just needed an excuse to end it. At first we thought we would stay together for Eleanor...her being only 6 and all, we knew she couldn't handle it. But after 4 months it wasn't worth it. So we told Eleanor what we going on, she was sad at first but eventually she came to terms with it. So I moved back to my home town and she stayed in London. The courts only gave (Y/N) legal custody of her because she was more stable and had it all figured out.

But anyways...back to yesterday. I went over there wanting to see Eleanor and wanting to see if (Y/N) would let me take her a day early since I hadn't seen her. Morgan wants to see her too. But then a Bick texted me and I had to go. We had a a client come in, he was a big client too. I had to go down there. We got him too but I made sure that I had no work to do during the weekend for Eleanor and I to hang out.

I'm on my way now too (Y/N)'s house. Sometimes it hurts to think about how (Y/N) and I use to be together. We were together for 5 years before we got married and then we were together for another 7 after that. Thinking about how we use to love each other unconditionally. Now were divorced fighting over our only child. Its weird to think...6 or 7 years ago I use to dream of marrying her, having 5 or 6 kids with her and growing old telling our grandchildren stories from back when we were younger but now thats all gone. That feeling is gone, those dreams are replaced with bad ones.

"(Y/N) what are you doing?" I ask laughing as she jumps up to grab something in the cabinet.

"I want that frosting to frost Eleanor's birthday cake...can you get it for me" she blinks innocently at me.

"Of course" I smile at her and grab it and then hand it to her.

"I don't see why your making her a birthday cake anyways? She's just going to shove her face into it and then we will have to give her a bath" I tell her.

"This one is for her to do what she wants, I bought one for the guests"

"Oh, so she's having a party...why wasn't I informed?"

"I told you three days ago"

"I don't remember"

"Well I told you" she opens the container and starts icing the cake.

"You lie" I put some icing on my finger and swipe it across her nose.

"HArrrryyy!!" she whines.

"What"

"Get it off"

"Its just icing" I laugh.

"I don't care" she cries but her smile widens.

"Okay" I chuckle and lick it off her nose.

"Harry" she nudges me.

"What love?"

"Don't lick me"

"I can't help it...you're tasty" I smirk.

"No" she laughs. Before she has time to say another word and start kissing her. My hand slides through her hair and hers wrap around my neck.