The Unusual Suspects Book 2

La'Toya

I had been sitting here contemplating if I should call Tony to check on him or not. I was trying to give him time to handle everything, but I was worried for real. I mean who in their right mind would vandalize his vehicle. I mean Tony was a cool person, but I know how he feels about that car. He would always be looking for stuff for it and everything. This was so crazy. I picked up my phone and checked it for about the 100th time just trying to see if he said anything to me. Screw it! I picked up the phone and called him and he rejected my phone call. The nerve of this guy. I grabbed my jacket and opened my bedroom door and he was standing right there.
"I would've answered, but I was down the hall." he said. Immediately a calm came over my body. "Were you leaving?" he asked me. I laughed.
"I was about to pull up to your house." he laughed too.
"Okay gangsta." he said as I stepped aside and let him in the room. He came in and took a seat on the end of my bed as I sat up by my pillows. "So I know you're probably wondering what happened back there." he said.
"Of course. What was that about?" I asked. He reached in his pocket and handed me this folded up piece of paper. I opened it and saw it was telling him to stay away from Autumn. Now this broad got people after him. Hmm...interesting. "Go ahead and say it." he said.
"Say what?" I said to him.
"About how much this wouldn't have happened if it were you." he said to me.
"It wouldn't have, but I wasn't going to mention it. I believe you're already going through enough." I told him. He looked over at me and stared. "What?" I asked.
"You seem different." he said to me.
"I mean...you can't go through things in life and remain unchanged. When we were kids maybe; when skinned knees and twisted ankles were the biggest of our worries." We both laughed at that.
"So...to finish our conversation Toy...listen...I hear you. I heard everything you said and I felt every bit of emotion that was flowing from you when you did. Baby, I appreciate all of that. Understand, I appreciate you in general. I wouldn't have gotten my shit together to be graduating and going to college without you. You are blessing that I never realized that I needed." he said.
"You didn't need me. You needed faith in yourself. I just believed in you." I said. "Which lead to me believing in me. I'm grateful for that." he said as he grabbed ahold of my hands. "We still got a lot we have to get through in order to raise our son the correct way. So we gotta do better. Especially with our communication. We can't get anywhere without that getting back right." he said and I nodded.
"You're right, that's the most important thing." I said. I released my hands from his grip and took a deep breath. "What are we doing about us though?" I asked.
"What is it that you want?" he asked me.
"I just don't want to be confused Anthony. I don't want to guess where we're at with things. I don't want to be in relationship Limbo." I said.
"I get that. I really do. I just need a little time Toya." he said to me.
"Okay Donnell Jones." I said and he smiled and dropped his head.
"It's a good comparison. Sort of. I mean if you give me some time, I will be the man you need. But right now at this very moment, I don't know where I wanna be." I keep trying to tell myself to stay strong, because it's literally hard as hell for him to question if he wants to be with me or not. Even if there was no Autumn, this would be rough. But now he has me wondering what she has over me. I've never felt inadequate in my life and yet here I am. "I'm sorry, because I'm not trying to hurt you." he said and then I snapped out of my thoughts.
"I guess you know that song better than I anticipated." I said to him.
"It's not just the lines from the song, it's the truth. Hurting you, hurts me. I don't want to make you feel like this and I see the tears in your eyes that you're literally fighting to hold back. That don't sit right with me for real." And before I knew it, them very tears started to fall. I hated crying, but I despised anyone seeing me cry more. He came across the bed and he held me for a moment while I broke down crying. I wanted to hate him, but my heart...my heart wasn't allowing me too. "I'm sorry. Baby I love you." he said in my ear before he placed a kiss to my neck and my cheek. I turned to look at him and he pressed his lips to mine and pushed me back into a laying position. He kissed all down my neck and chest before he pulled my shorts off of me in one sweep. When I tell you he buried his face in my vagina. I meant that. I cannot describe the feeling, but the sensations that were shooting through my body was so unreal. I felt my legs start to shake and he literally held them in place while he viciously licked all on my clit til I released. My body was still jerking bad when he started to suck on my clit while I was calming back down. I felt like I was about to scream so I covered my face with the pillow while he continued until it happened again abruptly. I was attempting to control my breathing when he withdrew his mouth. My mind was literally everywhere. The same way my emotions were and I didn't know how to describe what I was feeling but God...man...I never felt that before in my life. I knew in that moment that Tony knew he had a power over me and I absolutely hated to accept that.