Harry Potter One Shots

My Little Princess, a FredXReader

(This Chapter is dedicated to my gorgeous Pup Liberty, my little baby girl. I just want to make a point that none of this is how I'm feeling; I feel like I should be because even though she was a dog, she was like my child and three years later, this is one of my better days even though it was three years ago today.

WARNING mentions of death, and depression)

(Y/n's P.O.V)

Three years, it's been three years since I held my baby in my arms. She had been sick since the day she was born. Liberty had been born with Epilepsy. I had done everything I could to look after her, being only twenty years old (I would have been more like 8 when she was a pup but I ain't going to make her 8 when she had a baby because that sounds sus) and a single Mum it was hard, her medication was expensive I had to work long days to be able to afford it. Being only a baby I had to leave her when her grandparents my Dad and Papa, Remus and Sirius Lupin-Black who we still lived with. It was really hard for them as well my Papa Remus wasn't the only werewolf in the family, Liberty and I were to.

I had done everything to look after my little girl, she was five when she passed, she had been so sick, and the full moon didn't help. She was so drained she said she wanted to take a nap, but she never woke up.

I had been sitting on a chair nearby working on some stuff for work. I felt like it was all my fault that I didn't check on her more. I was heartbroken when she died as any parent would be.

A year later I left the job I was in and started working at Hogwarts, I still thought about my little girl a lot she would be 8 this year (Twelve).

About four months ago now I ran into my old classmate Fred when I was out shopping for stuff for the new year. We started spending more time together and we started dating, I hadn't told him about Liberty because how do you tell your boyfriend that you killed your first child? Fred even as a teen had said he had one day wanted kids and I didn't know if I could ever be ready to have another child.

But maybe I should have, today kind of crept up on me I didn't realize at first.

I woke up early like I did every day I rolled over realizing this morning I wasn't alone in the bed. Next to me lay Fred, I placed my head on his chest listening to his heartbeat. Fred yawned as he wrapped his arm around me.

"Sorry for waking you!" I told him as I went to sit up, but he tightened his grip on me.

"Don't worry about it! I get up early most morning, so I'm used to it." He said in a deep tired voice.

I leant up and pressed a kiss to his lips. I rest my head on his.

"Good morning bab-" I trailed off as I saw the calendar behind him and remembered what day it was.

"Morning Princess!" He tried to peck a kiss to my lips again, but I pulled away.

Fred went to say something but was interrupted by a knock on the door.

"Come in" I called.

My parents had moved to Hogwarts around the same time as me, our rooms were connected by the living rooms, so they often just let themselves in.

"Morning Pup, how are you doing?" Papa asked coming in sitting next to me while Dad stood at the door glaring at Fred.

"I'm okay Papa. Fred, do you mind waiting for us in the living room?" He nodded kissing my forehead making Dad growl.

"Sirius! Are you sure you're, okay?" Papa snaped at Dad before turning back to me.

"I'll be okay." I told him trying to hold back tears threatening to fall.

"Y/n it's only been three years it's okay for you not to be okay. That sort of thing can be hard, your Dad and I aren't okay, she was our little girl to. Our Grandbaby." I couldn't hold the tears anymore as I started to cry.

My Dad finally moved away from the door as they both sat on the bed holding me as I sobbed.

"Have you told Fred?" I shock my head.

"How do I tell him Papa? I killed my baby! He would hate me." I sobbed.

"You didn't kill Liberty! She was sick! She went peacefully please don't blame yourself." Papa was crying now, his tears hitting the top of my head as I buried my face in his chest.

"How could I not blame myself, if I had just checked on her, looked up from my paperwork maybe I would have been able to save her." I sobbed again.

"Nothing could have changed what happened!" He wiped the tears from my face.

I felt my dad let go and get up off the bed as I continued to sob into Papa's chest.

"Y/n." Fred's voice came from the door.

I sat up wiping the fresh tears, Papa kissed me on the forehead before getting up wrapping his arm around Dad as they left, he pat Fred on the arm as they went past.

"I'm sorry..." Was all I manage to get out before I start sobbing again.

"You don't need to be sorry. I-i heard everything... I'm so sorry Y/n!" Fred scooped me up in his arms as he sat on the bed.

"I miss her! I'm sorry I never told you I was afraid." He pulled me in yet closer as I sobbed into his bare chest.

"I know, and you don't have to go through it alone. I'm here! I will always be here!" He placed kisses on my head as I continued to cry.

It was a couple hours before I managed to lift my head from his chest, I had run out of tears at least an hour ago but we had continued to sit in silence.

I got up off his lap as I went over to my desk opening the locked draw pulling out the photo album before returning to Fred where he pulled me back into his lap as I started showing him photos and telling him about Liberty. He sat quietly listening.