Harry Potter One Shots

Reader LupinXJames Potter Part 3

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!!!WARNING!!! This chapter touches on Rape at the end of the chapter)

(Y/n P.O.V)

I have been at Hogwarts for three months. My first couple of days were a lot, to say the least, but the rest of my time has gone without a hitch.

Remus and Sirius were detained for two weeks after the incident, and Peter was detained for a month. Remus, Sirus, and James have had a massive dilemma. The boys wanted to kick Peter out of the group for what he did to me, but Peter knew about Remus' condition and that the other two boys were an image.

They couldn't risk Peter blabbing, but they didn't want him anywhere near me. Every time he hung out with us, Remus and James were on either side of me, flanking my sides, not letting him anywhere near me. They wouldn't even let me walk to class by myself. From the moment I left my dorm in the morning till I went to bed in the evening, there wasn't a moment when I was alone.

I tossed and turned, trying to sleep. It's nearly two in the morning, and I just can't seem to fall asleep. I got out of bed and headed downstairs to the common room.

Confused seeing the lamps and fire still lit, I was surprised to find James sitting on the couch reading a prank book.

"Can't sleep?" I asked, coming to sit next to him.

"No, you?" he asked, rising and putting his book on the table next to us.

I shook my head before laying down, suddenly tired, putting my head in his lap. James touched my head, brushing my hair away from my face.

"We need to talk!" James said, taking a deep breath.

"Hmm?" I hummed, watching the fire dance.

"We kissed Y/n! Twice! We can't just ignore that." Wide awake again, I sat up, looking him in the eyes.

"I-it didn't mean... I was upset... Remus he..." I didn't know what to say. There were so many reasons this wouldn't work; what was this? Did he feel the same way I did?

"Well, it meant something to me! I don't care what Remus thinks. Y/n, I care about you so so much! I never want to see anyone hurt you again." He looked me dead in the eyes as he told me all this.

I really cared for James, but he was my brother's friend. I had already betrayed him by kissing James, didn't I?

"That's okay. I understand. I'll see you in the morning." He got up, taking my silence as a rejection.

Before I could say anything, he went up to his dorm. For some reason, this action really upset me. Needing some air, I got up and headed out of the common room and up to the Astronomy Tower.

I stood at the tower's edge, tears streaming down my face. There was a noise behind me, like footsteps on the stairs. I wiped my eyes, thinking James had taken a second look, saw me leave and followed me.

I turned to see Peter walking over to me.

I won't discuss what happened during the next few hours, but it's burned into my mind now.Once he was done having his way with me, he left me there. My clothes littered on the floor as I was curled up in a ball, and silent tears fell down my cheeks.

The sun quickly began to rise, and though I would usually watch it, I couldn't bring myself to get up. My whole body was in pain, even if it wasn't physical pain. I felt disgusting lying there on the cold hard floor. I felt like trash.

Hours must have gone by as I lay there unmoving. I couldn't move, even with the cold winter air blowing through the tower. As the hours ticked by, I finally pulled my clothes back on, sitting up leaned against the banister, still curled in a ball. Tears still fell as I sat there.