A/n: I'm so fucking sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry these chapters are short. I'm sorry I make stupid editing mistakes. I'm sorry it takes me so long to edit. I'm sorry I keep saying sorry. But I'm mostly sorry for this. I need a break. At the moment I can't focus on any fan fiction, my mind is filled with doubt that this is good or even has a good - realistic plot. I know some of you want me to continue so I will but for now I need to take a breather. No one really cares unless I mention something about it but It's fine. I love how supportive you all are but I feel so weird atm. I just feel like this isn't good enough and I'm just so tired and school is weighing me down and god just you know? I'm sorry I know you don't care but I guess you need to know, so I'm sorry if you got a notification expecting an update, like I said I don't know when i'll be back. It could be tomorrow or weeks from now, I have no clue. I might write some chapters and not upload them so I can spam you but no promises. I feel like this song (Gasoline, Troye Sivan) expresses how I feel somehow, I feel connected to it and I'm listening to it on repeat while writing this small paragraph with tears in my eyes, I feel so bad because of what I have done to you all. I have trailed you as if I wanted the attention when I don't. I have 1K votes and I mean, well - FUCK , I never imagined I this could happen. I got excited when I got my first vote and like 10 views and I'm incredibly lucky to have so many people who comment and vote.
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Caspar's Cousin (Joe Sugg Fanfiction)
FanfictionGrowing up with Caspar as your close living cousin is...amazing. He looks after you. He comforts you. He is there when no one else is. One thing that's the problem, He treats you like a kid... Hazel lived close to Caspar all her...
