The Girl Who Literally FAILED At Life

Talking To Ex-Senpai

Days Survived Of Yandere's Presence: 38 :-:

So today...hmmmmmmmmmmm....my crush got detention so he has to pick up trash...I feel bad for him...what else??? I'm writing this at lunch so not much has happened...

Luke called me Luke...I was so angry at him.

So basically I grumpily said "I hate Luke."

Jordie was like, "Did he break your heart?"

"NO!!!!!! WE ARE NOT A COUPLE!!!!" I yell angrily.

"Sorry...you guys just seem good for each other..." Jordie answers.

"ANOTHER PERSON WHO SHIPS IT!!!" Crystal yells.

I face palm.

Blah blah blah...annoying "Guy Who Likes KC" nah nah nah...hmm

Oh yes Math...this should be interesting.

So we moved seats and I'm pretty much next to the same people...except there's this girl that won't stop bothering me to not try out as Buttercup...at this point I sorta thinks she's annoying and kinda bullying me....but that's not a big deal. Anyway she's sitting next to Ex-SENPAI at a neighboring table...and so Ex-Senpai and I are pretty much sitting next to each other which sucks....ehh not really...maybe....idk.

So today the guy next to me (GuyNextToMe#1) starting complaining that our Math teacher isn't giving him credit because he doesn't label his notes. So basically he was really deeply saying "I've got my notes labeled." Over and over and over.

And basically our neighboring table heard it and turned toward him like he was crazy. And Ex-Senpai started mimicking him, which made me laugh harder but I tried to hold it in because I didn't want him to get a big head.

A little later he was having trouble in math and he was like do I do this? And I'm like yeah...and he's like thanks! Every other time I've helped him he ignores me...maybe not anymore. It doesn't matter to me honestly he's an annoying jerk.

Then later he's like, "I'm Chewbacka!" And started making weird noises, I looked at him strangely and sorta laughed. He smiled.

Then he started making weird noises and tilted his head back so he was looking at me, like wayyyyyyy back. I look at him, idk what expression I had on my face. Maybe annoyance or blandness because he responded, "Sorry I'm tired."

Idk what was up with him today, tomorrow it will probably be the same thing and he ignores me. Which I don't mind because I don't need a distraction from *coughs*.

Cheeto Head and I exchanged about 2 dabs...one before class and the other...

I was focusing on finishing my math problem and I see out of the corner of my eye Cheeto Head dabbing. I look up and he randomly turns toward me and dabs. I dab back. HE RANDOMLY TURNED HIS HEAD!!!!!!!!! Like he wanted me to notice!!!! That's a big deal since he faces away from me!!!!!!! He really wanted to dab with me!!!!!!! HE WANTED ME TO NOTICE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That could either mean 1. He just enjoys dabbing with me or 2. HE WANTED MY ATTENTION AND WE ARE MEANT TO BE!!!!!!!!! Sadly it's probably 1 so I shouldn't get my hopes up 😞

And then after class (after school same thing) I walk out with him as per usual. And I show him the Instagram vid with him in it, since I'm pretty sure he doesn't have Instagram. (Totally not a reason to show him what I was looking up but he barely reacted....) And so he watches it as I get my book out of my locker and he's like, "I remember that!" And he chuckles a bit. Then he's like bye, and starts to walk away. But I'm done getting my book out of my locker so I keep walking with him.

God that sounds like I wanted to talk to him desperately....

And so I'm like, "Science test...."

"Who do you have?"

"Mr. *a teacher that no one knows*."

"I don't know him...I would say your lucky but you have a test."

I nod, "Yeah it's not advanced so it's not that hard."

And he's like, "Exams are soon..."

"Ewwww, Mr. F gives me enough homework anyway!" I say opening the door.

"Yeah I have to do the whole project..."

"Why?!"

"Because all my friends don't do anything..." Or maybe he said he didn't have a partner...idk we sorta went into different directions at that point. We never say bye unless there's a big space between us...idk...it's weird we just end our conversations...

Also I'm planning to prank him with Hello by: Adele. It's like my Luke pranks except it's on Cheeto Head 😈