The Girl Who Literally FAILED At Life

Human Problems

Days Survived Of Yandere's Presence: 84 :-:

Sorry for no update yesterday but I was sick DX
I couldn't even look at a screen that long, that's how bad it was. And even today I got cough attacks, felt weak, couldn't pay attention and my head felt hot while my body felt cold.

Welp, onwards!

So I got a retainer -_-
Which makes my voice sound all morphed and some people call it a 'lisp'.

Which meant I was basically the school joke for a day DX

Why does my life fucking hate me??? Why does everyone fucking hate me???

So we had Homeroom today, and sadly MM is in it -_-

So we had to do a group acting thing and I was praying to god I wouldn't be in a group with him...

Well I was in a group with him.

Proof that the world fucking hates me: ✔️

That wasn't the worst part though, he actually talked to me!

THE AUDACITY TO TALK TO ME AFTER YOU ACTED LIKE A JERK TO ME ON FRIDAY!!! THE FREAKING AUDACITY!!!

An guess what he said!!! FREAKING GUESS!!! I BET YOU CANT GET IT RIGHT!!!

"I got into a fight first period."

LIKE WTF I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOUR LIFE PROBLEMS!!! YOU SAID YOU WERE ANGRY AT ME FOR SOMETHING I DIDNT EVEN DO!!! IF YOU'RE FUCKING ANGRY AT ME THEN DONT TALK TO ME AND DROWN ME IN YOUR LIFE PROBLEMS!!! 

YOU KNOW BEFORE YOU GOT ME PISSED I PROBABLY WOULDVE CARED!!! BUT I DONT!!! BECAUSE I FUCKING HELPED YOU AND YOU THREW MY TRUST AWAY!!!

I HONESTLY TRIED TO THINK OF REASONS TO FORGIVE YOU BUT AFTER THE JERKY "IM SORRY NOW IM GETTING MAD" WHY SHOULD I FORGIVE YOU!!??? YOU ATTACKED ME AND SPUN IT TO LOOK LIKE I WAS THE VILLAIN!!! LAY THE FLYING FUCK OFF IF YOUR ANGRY AT ME!!!! DONT BOTHER EVER SPEAKING TO ME AGAIN AND THINKING FOR A SECOND I CARED ABOUT YOUR LIFE PROBLEMS!!!!

"That's great..." I said rolling my eyes.

Honestly if he's the attacker type I don't need him in my life. Ever since that day I got pissed at him he changed, he started arm wrestling and becoming more physically defensive. If he's that sort of person that wants to start fights I don't want anything to do with him.

At lunch we drew for secret Santa.

All my crush and I did was nod hello, (I tried starting) a conversation that flat ended, and a few eye contacts in math.

The first one he was telling me to do something because the teacher was doing something.

The second one we were close to making contact and then I looked away. I'm pretty sure he saw me though.

Third one we both yawned.

The end, I'm also starving right now so bye!!!