The Girl Who Literally FAILED At Life

SO. MANY. MIXED. MESSAGES!!!!!

Days Survived Of Yandere's Presence: 58 :-:

Today should be a good day...I have a perfect view of Cheeto Head right now and my Math class (which has Cheeto Head) has a substitute that will let us do whatever!!!!

So today I basically wore my fake glasses all day, I took them off time to time but yeah.

My PE teacher let us out so late I had to run to class shoeless so I wouldn't be late to class!!!!! Luckily there was no one in the halls to witness this terribleness.

Turns out we were changing seats and now I sit next to "GWLK"...

And then during class Jerk Dude said "NO ONE LIKES LYNDA!" And Luke started laughing, I should've roasted him instead of ignore him and give him the boi sign.

Then I had a conversation with Luke about my weirdness and how I was a magical being.

Which I am!

Then I walked into my Math class and of course Cheeto Head was distracted by something so I just sat down in my seat. Turned out we needed partners (take note it's multiple so more than two people in a group) for something.

And so Cheeto Head asks if you can move across the room and the substitute says yes and then he turns around and motions for me to come to him.

Yes! He asked me to be his partner!!!! He could've chose anybody!!!! And he chose me!!!!!!!!!!!! He has at least three friends in that class and you can choose multiple people to be in your group!!!! He chose me!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!

So I go over to his seat but it turns out someone is sitting there so we go back to my seat. We sit down and the first thing I heard was "I SHIP IT!" It turned out to be the guy that was always butting into our conversations.

So I pretend to ignore them while inside I was screaming 'WE ARE A GOOD COUPLE TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD!!!!!!!!'

Of course Cheeto Head has to ruin the moment and say something along the lines of "No...please don't."

And then to ruin the moment further TGBIOC was like, "Never mind I ship you with Luke!"

Then I started getting angry and complaining about how we are not a good couple.

And so after reading the first problem TGBIOC (the guy butting into our conversation) and Ex-Senpai come up and join our group randomly. And Ex-Senpai has to totally ruin everything!!! He sits right in between Cheeto Head and I!!!!!!!! ERGH!!!!!!!!! It's fine to join our group but it's not ok to totally ruin my moment with him!!!!!!

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So basically the whole time he was talking to his friends....which is totally fine! If I had a choice between him and my friends I would definitely choose my friends! Even if we were a couple I wouldn't want to spend my every moment with him, I don't even know if I would like to be a couple with him tbh.

I did join his conversations multiple times but it was mostly friend based.

I did talk to TGBIOC a lot so he's decent...even though he ships Lukda....but if I tell him I like Cheeto Head he'll probably change his mind. But if I tell him I'll wait until we know each other better.

Then...this is heartbreaking....

Cheeto Head....

I'm in tears right now....

CHEETO HEAD OFFENDED STRANGER THINGS!!!!! HE SAID IT WAS BORING!!!!!! 😓😢☹️😫😖😩😪😭😥

And then when the bell rang Cheeto Head sort've left me...

But he sort've got caught up due to hall traffic. So we talked about my glasses, he actually used to wear glasses and braces...he got his braces out and his glasses had no lenses like mine. But then he realized there was no use in wearing them due to the fact there was no lenses.

Then he tried on my glasses and I said he looked like an absolute nerd while secretly thinking he looked adorable :P

Then we talked about how I hammered out the lenses and he started talking about a bike light he hammered out.

So in conclusion I'm 99.9% sure we are in The Really Good Friend Zone AutieIsAwsum do you agree????

which means I have 4 months to make up a plan for him to like me, do the plan, and have him ask me to the Valentine's Day dance. *sigh* This is going to be hard...