The Girl Who Literally FAILED At Life

When Your Crush Teases You

Days Survived Of Yandere's Presence: 65 :-:
Days Until Birthday: 2, demons birthday

Well, I feel awkward writing this. Even though I barely left the house over the weekend it was still very, I guess life changing...

So long story short Class Clown got added to our Instagram group chat, we bonded over multiple things. One being learning his crush, but in exchange I gave him my crushes real name...which now I'm starting to regret.

Class Clown also got a Wattpad...and binged read this book. Idk if he's reading this right now. Hopefully not.

This morning Class Clown and Jackie were talking about this book. And Jackie wouldn't shut up about how what I am doing is just like a Disney movie. I'm pretty sure I know what Disney movie he's talking about 😅

Our substitute in drama is "Ms. Satan" (what Cheeto Head calls her) he wouldn't stop talking about Thespians.

Then during lunch somehow the conversation got onto MM and who he was. Only Iris figured it out due to the fact he's in our English class.

KC's conspiracy was that I have a crush on MM and that Cheeto Head is a cover up. Which wouldn't be the first time due to the fact Ex-Senpai was a cover up for Cheeto Head. But that's definitely not the case here.

So after we ate I taught Class Clown how to use Wattpad, hopefully he never uses it...

Then, even though I sent Class Clown a picture of him, Class Clown wanted to see Cheeto Head IRL.

So basically I was screaming "NO" and walking around the opposite direction of Cheeto Head. Then somehow he got behind me while flipping a water bottle and I screamed "DAMMIT!" And ran for my life.

*coughs* Not one of my best moments. Eventually Iris and KC pointed him out to Class Clown. Then "Jason" started singing about lollipops?

Class Clown also was like, "If I ever see you walking around the halls with him I'll yell I SHIP IT!"

"No..."

"I got you," he nodded smiling.

*face palms*

Then in English I talked to Cheeto Head about Ms. Satan and her Thespian group. And MM was being awkward again...I am like 99.9999999% sure-*slapped*

Then in Math we were working on stuff from our book...Cheeto Head forgot his book so we shared mine ❤️❤️❤️

I somewhat offered it to him, but in the end he asked to be partners. ❤️❤️❤️

Expressing my excitement in heart emojis since a guy from school is reading this.

We basically messed around and he wouldn't stop using his inside joke on me.

Low key asked him if he's seen my craziness. "Yeah, at lunch I'm always laughing or screaming."

0.0 "Ummm, ok subject change...what's the answer for 21?"

He hasn't seen my crazy side 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻 we good guys.

"What's the answer for 25?"

"HAMILTON!"

"38.9...good..." He says looking at my paper.

"I want to see it so bad!"

"I saw it...it was pretty good..." He says smiling.

"YOU SAW HAMILTON?!?!" I scream.

"Yeah, it was really good. And thats from someone who doesn't like plays and hates musicals." He says smiling.

He tries to act cool.

"You're really trying to be cool..."

"I am cool!" He says surprisingly really serious.

*coughs* Can't really disagree with that.

Then later when it was obvious we weren't going to finish and it was going to be homework he started talking to Ex-Senpai about sending the answers to each other.

"Appreciate you guys leaving me behind..." I say rolling my eyes.

"We would send it to you, but we don't have your phone number." Cheeto Head says, was that secretly an offer? Probably not, thinking to much into it.

I also at some point snuck in my birthday and that it was Wednesday. Maybe he'll remember 🤔 ehh probably not 😔

Then he's like "I like this seating, maybe I should ask to move here."

"Yeah, that would be cool." I say not thinking he was serious.

He was serious.

After class he caught up to me and told me we were moving seats soon.

DAMMIT! DAMMIT! DAMMIT! DAMMIT! I like the seating arrangement. 😔

Well hopefully it'll be better...