The Girl Who Literally FAILED At Life

How I Come Up With Codenames

So Mira has come up with basically everyone's code names. I'm not sure about Cookies (KC's crush).

I just realized K=Kacey C=Cookies K X C!!!!

It was meant to be.

Moving on.

So I was at softball practice and I saw the person I mentioned in the last chapter (it got deleted because I only wanted a select few to know so if you missed that chapter SUCKS FOR YOU! You won't get this chapter at all :P)

So this person plays on the A team (let's call them the cool children) because person's been playing for awhile now. And I play on the C team because I'm new (there's no B team).

And so last weekend I played with the A team because they didn't have enough players.

And I was all by myself. No one I knew.

Everyone was pretty nice and friendly though and I hope to play with them again because we won the tournament and I was LIT!!!

So then I saw that person. Of course I did they practice at the same time as us.

And so I hear that person talking and I swear I hear them say my name. So I just automatically think oh their talking about me and how I played with them.

And so the cool children are doing batting cages and we (the C team) are throwing. And so I look over because I like looking at the cool kids and I see that one person scanning us, so I look away but then I see out of the corner of my eye them watching me.

So I'm just like "Fuck it" and I look over there and the person has started looking away.

So I just move on and like 2 seconds later I see them looking at me again. So once I again I look over there and once again they have started looking away. And so I take a deep breath and think, "The human is watching me. The human is watching me. The human is watching me."

And then it occurs to me I know this persons name, so why am I saying human?

And that's how you come up with a nickname folks! From now on this person shall be called Human.

There was another moment we traded places so now I was batting and they were throwing and I had the perfect angle of eye contact. Which idk if it's good or bad...

But I was really off and hitting all these crappy pop ups. Then I see Human somewhat walking in my direction, and I knew Human wasn't paying attention to me but it felt like it and so I immediately just started hitting all this stuff and it turns into line drives that almost kill some of the cool kids.

*takes a deep breath*

Then I saw this girl who i talked to on the cool kids team thinking either I'm crazy or have super powers to hit that many line drives.

And so we make eye contact and smile.

Then some other cool kids said hi to me, Human did not.

*takes deep breath*

Human's more like that person who will smile at you if you make eye contact.

*exhales*

It's not a crush. I just see them in an extra special way.

There's a difference.