The Girl Who Literally FAILED At Life

Girl, Boy, Girl 2

My life is gonna be a trainwreck tomorrow I can tell.

But Brownie kinda lives close to me...

Close enough to be the car behind me when I was driving to school... And apparently the last two rides.

Ugh.

I'm not gonna lie I kinda like him. I mean duh it's obvious, but I really don't wanna like him. Honestly I wish more than anything that I didn't kinda like him. Because he's annoying and he has a terrible personality. And everyone telling me they ship us and all of his weird mixed messages don't help me either.

And we could possibly go to the same high school 😫

Anyway I feel like going into my brain and turning some sort of switch off that made me not like anyone. It just brings me trouble. Especially since he acts like he likes me but then goes and flirts with Katie.

I can just see it turning out like one of those crappy movies... Boy likes girl, boy and girl get together but then they break up, girl 2 (me) comes in and they both starting to catch feelings for each other, girl gets jealous and proves how much she loves boy, boy chooses girl because that's his "first love."

They go off to the sunset and girl 2 gets the downgrade.

Ugh.

Forget him. He's not interested.

So yes it was weird that he was the car behind us.

He didn't know it though because he's obsessed with his phone and combing his hair.

So we had our engineering class and this guy that I got to know really well when we went on our "resort" trip sat next to me. (Matthew)

So Matthew and I are pretty cool we're pretty good friends. We talk pretty much every morning and we say sarcastic things to each other so it's all good.

So I sat next to my other friend and she's like "I knew it!"

And I'm like "What?"

And so she types it on her iPad and it says "I'm pretty sure Matthew has a crush on you."

And I'm like "Uhhh ok sure...."

So I asked Lele if she thought so and she said "YES TIME FOR MORE CONSPIRACY THEORIES!"

Lol.

But in all seriousness I highly doubt it because he is a very collected person and he's just social with everyone so of course he wouldn't mind sitting next to me.