The Girl Who Literally FAILED At Life

CHEEDA IS DYING! And The Big Journey...

Days Survived of Yandere's Presence: 40 :-:

Ok well I'm suppose to think of a good female song to audition with...any suggestions?

History was scary because of my teacher but I'm good...I think...and as I was walking to lunch Luke posted on his Instagram "Write Your Crushes Name Then Cross It Out" and it was a huge scribble. So I kept asking him about it and he said it wasn't his crush....so then I set myself on a journey to figure it out.

While getting distracted by Cheeto Head...his hair is shorter...it's just shorter...it's the same hairstyle but shortened...and he doesn't have that swirly curl Cheeto dyed thing...

So the first thing I said since I was walking behind him was... "*Cheeto Heads name*! Your hair is so short!" My mouth was this smiley open thing...god he probably saw my stupid braces...but I was in super shock...

And he's like, "Yeah." He was probably focused on eating...as I was suppose to be focused on finding Luke's crush.

So I spent like 10 minutes trying to figure out Luke's crush with Mira and KC. And then I eventually did the same thing...and just after I posted it Cheeto Head was walking in my direction so I quickly put my phone away and I sorta watched him because I didn't want to make the same mistake as yesterday. But he looked down...like he didn't want to look at me...or maybe...idk...I can't figure out another reason....

And so we stood out in the rain for the rest of the lunch period...and he was standing out in the rain...but with a umbrella...all alone. I considered going up to him but 1. My friends and I were talking so it would look like I desperately wanted to talk to him and 2. I was to scared...

Also if he knows I'm blaming KC because she really loudly said, "What the fuck is your crush doing hiding behind a poll? He's weird!"

I was like, "I don't know..." When I was internally screaming OH MY GOD DID HE HEAR?!?!?!?!

Then at PE I sorta let it slip to Crystal that I liked someone...so this is what happened...

"His code name starts with a C."

Silence.

"Cheeeeeeeeeeeeee...." I start.

"Cheeeeeeee..." Crystal copies.

"Tooooooooo...."

"Toe?" Crystal says confused, "Is he in any of my classes?"

"He might be but I don't know..." I say.

"What does he look like?"

"Dyed hair...a lot of freckles..." Those freckles though...

"NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!! Is it *enters name I didn't hear* I'm pretty sure he has freckles!" Crystal says having a total meltdown.

"No, he definitely has freckles. There's no question," I say laughing.

"Oh ok...anything else?"

"Cheeto," I say blandly.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALK-wait...WAIT!!!!!!! Yeah Cheeto Head is in my class! I originally shipped Kitty and him because they talked about memes all the time."

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"But now they don't sit with each other so they don't talk."

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"I DONT SHIP IT OK!!!!"

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So our relationship could just shatter like that...idk how to take this...

And then Ex-Senpai decided to play hide and seek with us...ugh...idk he was being decent...idk what to think of him anymore. He's annoying, he's decent. Idk.

After that I'm walking slowly to English waiting for *cough cough* to come. Then Luke sneaks up behind me and he's like, "Do you still like *Cheeto Head's name*?"

"Yeah...why?"

"Just wanted to know."

And after English I ask him about his crush and he says...

The journey of finding his crush is nearly complete!

"I don't have a crush...I just wrote 'Hi!' and crossed it out...."

"That is just disappointing..." I say.

Then of course the typical math stuff...

Our typical 2 dabs...maybe it was just 1.

So I was focusing on copying down notes where I look at Cheeto Head and he's lying down on the table facing...

Me
His friend
The window

And so he sees me looking at him (honestly for just a second) and dabs.

I dab back.

We both smile and then he gives me his typical weird face.

Then about 10 minutes later...ok this part is really creepy actually.

So I'm just looking forward where this girl is sitting she and I are focusing on the notes.

That's when I see Cheeto Head's face just peaking out behind her. But you know he's behind her it's nothing special.

Wrong!

He dabs!

HE FREAKING DABS!!!!

He sees me and dabs!!!!!!

FROM BEHIND A GIRLS HEAD!!!! HE DIDNT EVEN HAVE A CLEAR VIEW!!!!!! LIKE WHAT THE HECK?!?!?! HE EITHER NOTICES STUFF EASILY OR IS CONSTANTLY WAITING FOR ME TO LOOK AT HIM!!!!!!

WHAT THE FREAKING HELL!!!!!!

*coughs* moving on...

After class I talk to him as he flips his umbrella around like a water bottle. And he's like "I'm gonna use my umbrella so my leather doesn't get ruined."

And I'm like "Oh."

I SAID FREAKING OH!!!! That's what stops a conversation!!!!!!! WHY DID I SAY OH?!?!?!?! CHEEDA IS DYING!!!!! I NEED TO THINK OF INTERESTING THINGS TO SAY!!!!!!