The Girl Who Literally FAILED At Life

Don't Read This Crap

Heeeeeeeeeeey I didn't post yesterday, :P. Yeah...I didn't feel like it...

Ok let's be real here...Class Clown *coughs coughs* wouldn't stop bothering me about it for the last two days...and I've been agitated for the past few days. I don't know if I want to talk about it but yeah idk...today I figured out my mom was talking to my dad behind my back about transferring schools.

It's probably not going to happen, especially since my dad is like "No. it's not going to happen. I don't want to transfer you, and your mom never pulls through."

1.) It's true, she almost never pulls through for me. She's a good mom, believe me. But she didn't go to my open house two years ago when I begged her to go and she promised, I told her the exact time and everything. I even double checked to see if she got the time...8:00, instead she wasn't paying attention to me and had to check the school website which she got wrong and thought she had to go at 7:00...when she went there no one was there and she went home.

I asked her to go because I needed her to pick up my school stuff and that I would have to drag a heavy load of stuff...also there was a lot of work that I was proud of that year that I wanted her to see.

The next day I had to carry everything home and she brushed it off like it was nothing...

It really hurt me because that one time proved how much she listens to me, I told her THE EXACT TIME.

Sorry...I don't feel like doing this...it's really hard for me...I know I shouldn't hold grudges but I'm literally tearing up right now.

2.) My mom talked to my dad BEHIND MY BACK! She saw me today...she saw me yesterday...she's been emailing my dad about this for awhile now...I FOUND OUT THROUGH A FUCKING EMAIL ON MY DAD'S PHONE!

My dad told me by himself...my mom didn't...

Shows how much faith you put in me...

You didn't bother telling me about something that would affect my life...

What were you gonna do? Transfer me and then pop up one day and say "HEY YOU KNOW LYNDA! WE TRANSFERRED YOU TO ANOTHER SCHOOL!! YEP GOOD LUCK MAKING FRIENDS THIS FAR INTO THE YEAR!!! OH BY THE WAY ITS CATHOLIC, A RELIGION YOU KNOW BARELY ABOUT!!"

Yeah...thanks for telling me...

3.) My grandpa is dying, he said he wanted to die. My Grandma has now signed up with people that make "Dying Comfortable".

So yeah...that's why I'm kinda in a bad mood.

Please don't comment...please just ignore this...

This is just me ranting and I didn't mean to make it that...

I swear please don't read or comment...

I don't feel comfortable with this...

I'm debating whether I should delete this or not...I guess I'll leave it here for awhile in case you want to know why I'm grumpy and stuff...

So yeah, that's why I've been brutally honest and biting my tongue to try and not say rude things. Because right now I don't feel like taking anyone's crap...

Love me or hate me for this...to those people that hate me...for whatever reason...you'll never read this but I'm a human being.

I'll admit it.

I'm a human being who's going through a lot right now...

And I'll never admit it...I don't like when people talk about my feelings.

I like to laugh at my mistakes, I like to make fun of myself and friends, I like doing anything that isn't focused on my personal feelings.