The Girl Who Literally FAILED At Life

So Freaking Nervous 🤒

I'm really scared, like really scared. And kinda excited, but mostly scared. Tomorrow is my first day of the new school and I'm so scared. And I'm so nervous!

FUCK I DIDNT PUT ON MY ACNE CREAM-shit I have to do that after I upload this.

But I'm so nervous because I know a few people there but they're not really my type of people and I feel like I'll be forever alone because I won't fit in.

No one will like me because I'm to weird and annoying and no one will understand me 😖. No one is gonna understand all my inside jokes and how stupid I am with my friends and OHMIGOD I'm gonna be so alone 😭.

And I was on my period today and I had my tryouts part 2 and when I'm on my period my energy drains really fast so like in the first 10 minutes I was so tired.

And then my coach kept on picking on me because I'm guaranteed a spot on his team so I was dying 😥😰.

And since all summer my period never came but now when school starts my period comes. I'm so scared that I'm gonna bleed through and it's a uniform so I can't change it in the middle of the day-

And I'm so nervous that if I don't go to sleep in like a few minutes I'm gonna look like a zombie tomorrow morning and everyone will think I'm ugly 😭

I also did all my back to school shopping today so I feel like I'm gonna forget something and it'll be so humiliating when I don't have it.

And I got a llama pencil case and a coffee pencil sharpener so I feel like everyone is gonna judge me 😞. Because they must all have these fancy $40 pencil case and nice colored pencils.

I'll probably look like a desperate homeless person. My family doesn't even get a lot of money, my grandma is using her savings to pay for my tuition.

I'm considering wearing makeup tomorrow but idk if that's against the rules-

I also feel like being extra and wearing the cardigan because the top is so ugly but I feel like everyone will judge me. 😖

There are so many things that can go wrong tomorrow-

And on top of that idk if someone's pranking me or if they're actually legit.

Oh my god I'm gonna die tomorrow-

I can feel it-

Death.