The Girl Who Literally FAILED At Life

What Is The World Telling Me

Days Survived Of Yandere's Presence: 65 :-:
Days Till Birthday: 5 I guess it's fine...

My birthday stuff (sorta) worked itself out. But it's probably always going to be a bad memory so I can't really stop that unless I talk to my parents...which I hate. I like talking to my dad but my mom and her husband...that's a different story.

So...I almost got exposed....like really exposed....so Scarlet...well she somehow figured out I have a Wattpad....I don't fucking know how...but she figured it out.

So she came up to me and was slammed her hands against my desk, "TELL ME YOUR WATTPAD!"

I'm serious...it was that scary...so I sort've just stayed frozen for a few seconds. I don't fucking know what to do!!!! It took me awhile to tell Mira what Wattpad is and what I do on it, imagine what it feels like telling Scarlet!

She'd be able to read all my nerdy fanfics...but worse...read this book! She'd know all about my life and my crush! But the worst part is she's expecting me to DM her my username!!!!! HELP ME!!!!! I DONT FLIPPING FUCK KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!

If she finds out...I'd be screwed and exposed!

Ackkkkkkkkkkkkk!

Ok well to get my mind off of that...KC, Mira, and I were sitting and eating and then out of nowhere Cheeto Head came up and threw his trash in the trash can next to me. I so froze up! I could hear the crunch of my chip I was so frozen.

Then a few minutes later he came back and walked right next to KC, Mira, and I. And we all totally froze, I looked like a squirrel clinging onto its chip. He didn't notice me both times...which is good....I guess....

Besides that...everything went smoothly....

In English he said "Hi!" to me first.

Which means a lot...*cough* I guess he still views me as a friend.

"Hi!"

I told him that instead of yesterday we were having the math test today. Which he surprisingly didn't know...he has so many friends in that class I'm surprised he wasn't informed about that.

"Crap! What was it about?!" He asks.

"Scientific notation and standard notation," I say recalling what my notes said.

"Uh...."

"You're screwed!"

He also asked me how to spell whether, he came to me first! Not his friend next to him or in front of him! Me! 8D

*coughs* Nothing special...just what friends do....

We also complained about how popular kids got to do stuff in our class, but he's technically a popular kid...so you know...

And for some reason so late in the year we were talking about what to do in a earthquake, lockdown, and shelter in place???

And so while we were talking about lockdown I was thinking in my head What happens if someone try's to break the door down? Do we escape through the window??? Do we try to hide??? Make a run for it once they break the door???

I was pretty much starring at the door imagining what would happen when my teacher called on Cheeto Head and asked, "What happens if someone try's to break down the door? Can we jump out the window?"

I almost screamed "WTF?! Are you reading my mind?!" I swear...it was perfect timing and everything...wtf is the world telling me?! :-:

And then someone asked a question he didn't get and he asked me what it meant and I clarified for him.

And then we got free reading and he randomly turned around with his sweater on in the weirdest position and gave me a creepy look. I looked at him like he was a weirdo and I was about to laugh, very confused as to why he showed me that randomly.

When class was ending he came up and talked to me and then Justin Beiber guy decided to join us...so I was rambling about what happened yesterday while Cheeto Head was trying to focus on the both of us. *face palms* I wish I could scream at myself in the past and yell, "SHUT UP HES NOT PAYING ATTENTION!"

But he did ask what standard and scientific notation is and I explained it to him which was good enough.

Then when we got to Math he (for some reason) got a hard copy of the test while everyone had to do it on the computers. And then I had to get a hard copy because someone *cough cough* Ex SENPAI *cough cough cough cough cough* messed up my computer! So I had to get a hard copy to! Which made it just Cheeto Head and I with hard copy tests! Which is just weird because...well what's the chance it would be just the two of us with the hard copy test!

So when Math was ending and we were lining up we said hi to each other and he stood next to me until the bell rang and rushed out of the class. But my math teacher was keeping us in class because someone didn't do something and so she was yelling at Cheeto Head to come back inside. But he wasn't paying attention so, I didn't want to but I had to, grab his backpack strap and pull him inside. Because 1. He wasn't paying attention to our teacher and the kids screams to come back inside and 2. I was the closest person to him so I had to take on the responsibility of dragging the poor guy inside.

Turns out he was freaking out because he had to meet his friends at the front of school for something, so he rushed around the room fixing everything.

Ok...this is where it gets creepy....:-:

My dad took forever to pick me up but he wanted to pick up Chinese (which is rare) so we went to the place everyone hangs out on Fridays which is a plaza. (There's like no malls where we live.) But it was on the side no one hung out so I wasn't worried....well until I saw three kids from my school...and then one moves over and I see Cheeto Head. And I'm walking right in his direction....but I can't tell my dad I know him because he would be weirded out.

So my dad is rambling about something where I'm hyperventilating he's going to see me, I mean it's weird seeing someone out of school! The last time I saw him out of school apparently it wasn't him even though I swear to god it was him! So I didn't know what to do because why was the world doing this to me! All the odds should be in my favor! My dad took forever! He left right after school! We were on the side no one hangs out on! And he could've been inside!

But no! The world has to be FRICKING telling me something and placing me in this awkward situation. I didn't know what to do! I was thinking I could try and hide, but I couldn't do that because my dad would be weirded out and the guys were taking up the whole path!

Then I was thinking I could just go with it and hope he didn't notice me...but then I was thinking about if he noticed me. Whether I would say hi if he saw me or not...

Luckily they all zoomed out into the parking lot like they were begging to get hit by a car and didn't notice me...I even checked if he looked back because when they zoomed out into the street we were relatively close. But all's good because he didn't notice me.

On Monday I'll tell him I saw him, which tends to spark a conversation.

But that's so weird! How could so many things happen that were in common! Seriously world?! What are you telling me?!