The Girl Who Literally FAILED At Life

Shit, I Messed Up *rubs forehead*

So one of my friends, not naming who because their in this book has been diagnosed with depression. (Please don't bother asking because it's their business and I don't even think I should be posting about it.)

She's one of my best friends and we were supposed to hang out today. Instead she's in the hospital and that kills me.

She's the happiest, sweetest and nicest person I know and she doesn't deserve to be suffering this way.

I personally feel like crap right now and I messed up.

I left early from my dad's to get ready (because I have to babysit her little sister) and while I was leaving I hugged my Grandma good bye.

The one who's husband recently died.

She didn't know what was going on but I was obviously stressed and she asked what's wrong.

I told her I was fine and started walking away but she kept me there, touched my face and kept on asking.

Obviously I was annoyed at that point because I currently have a friend with depression and a lot of other stuff on my plate so I yelled angrily "I'm fine."

My dad kinda scolded me but understood where I was coming at. Honestly I just wanted to leave and so my dad half explained while I walked out.

But she didn't deserve that, especially since she's all alone.

Now I feel like crap.