The Girl Who Literally FAILED At Life

Sorry For The Spam

Ok I promise this is the last one for tonight 😂

But I wanted to say that a. Don't worry I'm not mad at anyone b. I was in a spelling bee and "Jason" and I kinda lost one after another c. Today was a pretty good day.

So please don't think my life is an ongoing crap show, I like it the way it is though I have many problems.

I can imagine looking at this book and thinking "Wow I was stupid" 😂 I do it a lot with my other book.

But I want to say that A. I don't intentionally make my life complicated, it's probably with all the crappy choices I make but they're not intentional.

I feel like I look like I'm looking for attention but I'm not...I'm honestly just doing this because I want to look back at my life and two I know not to make the same mistakes again.

B. I'm honestly not mad at anyone, I know it seemed like I was frustrated or desperate to make it look like that he could like me. But the fact is I know he doesn't like me, and I've said it over and over. I'm just confused about how the heck it took him so long, and why he even cared so much to try and figure it out.

I mean he said, "I know she likes me but she's still cool."

I mean if he's lying about it, which I mean he fucking high fived me without a problem, I don't have a problem.

TBH I wouldn't date him, I just like spending time with him and he's nice, funny, and relatable.

I have people that would vouch for me.

As long as he doesn't treat me any different then I'm fine, honestly I wouldn't mind joking about it XD.

Like remember when he did the "I was eating peni-I mean peas!"

I literally thought at that moment, "Why the fuck do I like you."

Honestly it's fine that he knows, it's not gonna change anything tbh. And I hope that the next time I mention it he doesn't get awkward, because honestly Idc.

I just realized Valentine's Day...

The day of rejection 😂😂😂