The Girl Who Literally FAILED At Life

It's Now A Big Deal I'm Not Putting My Hair In A Ponytail

So it's my first day back, and I lost my ID. Just... Ugh... I give up. I'm tired of just... Idek I'm just frustrated...

This morning I was greeted to Class Clown's haircut. Just why does it seem to be a seasonal thing with guys and their haircuts.

And so I'm like "Oh... WHY DID YOU GET A HAIRCUT!"

Then Lion Dude is like "LOOK WHOS TALKING! YOUR HAIR LOOKS LIKE ITS A HIPPIE MANGY MESS!"

"That's a lot coming from you. You're hair is fucking ugly." -_______-

Then my drama teacher starred me down and she's like "LYNDA HAS A NEW LOOK LIKE SHES A NEW PERSON!"

I swear she's a witch. She's a fucking witch, that's the only thing she's ever gotten right in her life.

But seriously I was wearing it down because at the funeral it slayed. And then the next day it slayed. Otherwise though it kinda looked wavy.

And the reason I wanted my hair to slay and cover any view of life is that I only had 3 hours of sleep. I looked terrible.

I couldn't even think I'm the morning, I just laid there as my alarm rang. Then I put softball pants on and went back to bed. 30 seconds later I realized that I needed to wear jeans.

Anyway continuing everyone in drama made a comment on my hair so...

Skip to science/history passing period where I lost my ID and came to the realization that my life completely sucks and that I should go die in a hole.

There's only like 9 weeks of school left so...

Yeah Mr. F is gonna cream me.

But Mr. F has to be the most understanding of my teachers.

Luke actually cared enough to ask what happened to me and I told him.

We actually got a long today because he needed to borrow my phone due to the fact he needed a district code and I didn't.

Then lunch...

So apparently Theatre Guy sits with us now. And so when we went outside Blue Raspberry Jolly Rancher Head decided to be a fucking bastard.

WHAT IS YOUR FUCKING DEAL! JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! I DONT LIKE YOU ANYMORE! FUCKING HAPPY?!

BET YOU'RE NOT!

LEAVE ME TF ALONE!

Basically he came over and used Theatre Guy to attack me. Why? I didn't fucking say anything to you you just have to come bother me.

Why?

Can you just talk to Theatre Guy and go?

Please don't fucking torment me and attack me.

It was only me.

I'm just the joke here....

Otherwise that stuff he came up to me in 7th period and flicked his ID in my face which coincidentally he lost.

And I'm just like "Ok..."

I hate math now. I feel so alone and isolated because I don't have any friends in that class, and Poe ditched me for Blue Raspberry Jolly Rancher Head.

I hate this chapter but I'm gonna publish it. It shows to many emotions which is my anger.

I just hate bottling it up, it's not school it's just home life and it kinda exploded due to the funeral.