Can't hate you || e.d

Sun and moon

One week before Y/n's birthday

Y/n

One week was left and I still didn't tell him when my birthday was. I planned to tell him one day before even that was going to be kinda bad from me.. It should be a surprise because I have to say.. I wanted to sleep with him too.. very bad.. I wanted it to happen but it should be special. I literally couldn't wait and I would've actually already done it but since I liked teasing him... I gave myself a little more time.

I got ready because we wanted to hang out a little bit in the city which got me pretty excited because it's been a while since I've done that...

The most surprising thing was that the police wasn't even looking for us. It was just as surprising as the fact that my mom wasn't even looking for me. She didn't tell anybody.. go to the police.. or did anything else.. we heard about the bank rob on the news but not about an underaged girl who ran away with her boyfriend.. she didn't even care.. it didn't matter to her.. it didn't hurt her.. and that hurt me..

Besides that, our life together was actually very interesting. We even started spending more time together.. and I got to know him better. There was still a lot I wanted to know about him and hat made him so mysterious but I needed time.. he needed time to open up a little more because I just got to know about his behavior, what he liked, how he was reacting to certain things but not nothing about his family, childhood, hobbies or anything related to that. He wasn't talking much when I wasn't talking..

Even if we were arguing like all the fucking time because we both were so complicated everything somehow kept going and made me feel good.

This time we were arguing about his facial hair on our way down to the city.
He was driving while I was shaking my head for the fifth time or something.

"You need to shave!" I said and he sighed..
"I'm not going to shave! Definitely not!" he said and I took a deep breath to calm down.
"Why? Come on tell me one reason! Is it special or something?!« he looked at me when I asked that.. "I don't care, I like it!"

I ran my hand trough my hair. We were talking about this since we left home. "But it hurts!"
He raised a brow at me very pissed.

"How the hell is my beard hurting you? Like I'm the one who got it in his face."

I shook my head. "It hurts when you kiss me! It's literally poking"
He looked at me again and this time he was smirking.

"Don't smirk! It hurts especially on my neck!"

"So that's what it all is about?" he asked still looking at me instead of the road what was amazing me over and over again an I could see that he liked it..

"You mean like this?" he leaned over and kissed my neck. I bit my lip. "Uh-huh.." I nodded biting my lower lip and he backed off again.

"Maybe you're right...it's not that bad.." I said biting my finger and I could feel that I blushed. I mean he was looking even more handsome with his facial hair. There was nothing I could do against that. He laughed like a villain with a husky voice and hit the gas.

We finally arrived and we actually just wanted to get a smoothie and walk around.
That was another reason to argue.

I just loved strawberries and chocolate while he loved almost everything. We had different tastes and he always wanted me to order what he liked like bro? What the fuck?
"Just taste it!"

I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms in front of my chest. "I'm not going to taste it! Why should I?"

He laughed in a nerve killing way..

"Because it tastes fucking good and I like it!"
"Why should I order what you like? Like I'm the one who's going to drink it!"
He smiled and admitted "Well this point goes to you babygirl.«

I smiled back totally satisfied..

Then he looked at me again. "But I'M the one who's going to taste it later.." he said and my jaw dropped. He kissed me again and I couldn't stop smiling...

Ethan

She had a very bright smile on her face as I backed off. "I hate you." she said smiling and you know girls only say 'hate you' to the guys that they love. I winked at her and after we grabbed our smoothies we decided to drive to the beach instead of walking around because we wanted to take advantage of the nice weather since it could be the last day of good weather..

We both leaned onto the back of my car and watched the sunset... I looked at her and she was so small next to me.. so I picked her up and helped her to sit on it so she couldn't be so small anymore.. She smiled and it was a very cute smile. She looked at the sun and I looked at her.

"I love the sun.." she said. "And I love the moon.." I said.

She smiled. "You're just like the moon. I'll call you moon."

I raised a brow with a smile.
"You show your beauty only at night.. even if you never leave the suns side in the morning..."
She was amazing.. every word that came out of her mouth so softly..

"And you're like the sun.. that means I have to call you sun. You're shining and without you there wouldn't be a moon. There wouldn't be a day. There wouldn't be life."

Her eyes were sparkling after what I said and that was one thing I loved about her... yes... loved.

"Tell me the story about how the moon loved the sun so much, he died every night to let her breath." I said and she jumped off the car and looked up at me. "The sun never wanted the moon to die for her.." She said looking straight into my eyes.. she hugged me very tightly and I hugged her back stroking her had.

We were standing like this for a while and I couldn't complain about it... my world was completely different with her. In a good way. She made me feel things that I haven't felt before.. she made me see the world differently..

I thought she fell asleep. I really loved it when she fell asleep on me because I knew she felt safe.. and I knew she could hear and feel my heartbeat.
Every time I held her in my arms I gave myself a promise.. that I would protect her no matter what. No matter what. A king will always have his queens back.

Y/n

I felt so safe in his arms it was unbelievable. I loved hearing his heartbeat.. He was like a lion when he was holding me. It seemed like everything around us.. everything bad around us would just disappear and only we both would be left.. it was weird to get used to these thoughts and feelings..

He was holding me so tightly and gently at the same time I felt like even if it would be raining bullets he would have my back... and I realized that all I needed was a man like him by my side. A real man.. someone who wasn't cheesy.. who wasn't easy.. who taught me how to love and fight for what I wanted..

After a couple of minutes we let each other go and decided to go back home back home. Actually we wanted to do more and spend some more time here but.. you know when something is perfect and you don't destroy it? Just leave that moment there forever like it is? We just had to leave it like it was.
When we arrived at home I was really tired. I didn't even know why.. we didn't even do much..

Ethan

She let herself fall onto my bed and I was wondering.

"No teasing?" I asked but she closed her eyes and seemed like she would fall asleep any second. Guess it was too much softness..
"I'm sorry moon.. I'm too tired.."

My heart skipped a beat when she actually called me 'moon'.

She fell asleep immediately and I had this stupid idea.
She was always teasing and making me mad because she didn't even want to tell me when her birthday was.. so it was my turn.