Can't hate you || e.d

Real enemies

Sun

I couldn't believe my ears and my eyes and my life and everything else because it seemed so unreal. Dean was so busy with working in the team that he didn't even have time for me. He spent the whole week with my my dad and the team. They were working on whatever it was while I was waiting for him.

He only had time to call me when he came back from the meetings, late in the night and he was too tired to talk so he always fell asleep. Even when he came here for the meetings he didn't have time for me. He was one room away but I couldn't see him. I was really annoyed and felt lonely..

What the hell were they doing? How did it come that they started working together? Did I end up in a parallel universe? I was going to be so pissed if dad was going to take him away from me. I've always been afraid that he was going to do it but not like this.

But the actual reason why I couldn't believe it was because he was literally with my dad who just hated him weeks ago. It seemed unreal. What happened between them? I couldn't believe that he got him into his team so easily, although he never really trusted people so easily.

Although I didn't know what they were doing or what they were working on and although I was mad about it, I was really proud. There were no words for what I felt.

He made my dad trust him, he was helping him, they were working together, they were getting along very well and he was so polite and loyal... I really didn't deserve him.

Of course I was still pissed, no matter how heartwarming it was.

I didn't really see him for a whole week. I never thought it would be that hard. I never thought that I would feel so empty and alone without him. It felt like forever and I was missing him so god damn much..

I really wanted him so bad.

I wanted to hug him tightly to bury my face into his neck like always. I wanted slide my hands under his sweater. I wanted to plant kisses all over his face and run my hand through his hair. I never thought it would be that bad...

I was sitting on my bed and looking out of the window.. watching out for them, in case he would come with dad or Moon or alone. I just wanted him to come but I didn't call him because I didn't want to seem needy..

Ethan 

I didn't lie when I said that Dean is a blessing. He fit perfectly into the team. I never thought that he would be this clever, sneaky, concentrated, passionate and patient. He was mature and flawless.. he wasn't talking too much or asking too many questions. I never thought we were going to work together one day.

He knew a lot. The things he knew helped us so much I wasn't sure if we would've made it without him. It was like he just handed us Kingston's brain. Kingston didn't only do good with his work but also with his son.

As long as he wasn't going to hurt my Sun and keep this whole mission clean and to himself I was totally fine with him. I was satisfied with everything.He really wasn't as bad as I thought and I felt really bad for making it so hard for them two back then..

Dean

We were driving to Meyer's office. Only we two. I wasn't as nervous as I've been before when I was alone with him. I even got used to him after a whole week of working together and I started to understand what kind of person he was. It was really fun because we came forwards very fast and the other ones were really cool too.

But I missed Sun.. I missed her so much that it was almost hard to breathe. I prayed all the time and hoped that she is fine and still happy but I knew she was going to be pissed as hell because I was spending so much time with her dad instead of her and I couldn't even tell her about anything.