Can't hate you || e.d

Moon and Sun

Ethan

We arrived at home and I carried her inside as fast as I could. Miranda, Charlotte and I rushed rushed with y/n to my special medical room where Charlotte was mostly healing our wounds since she was a professional nurse. For people like us it was important to have one like her.

We laid her down on the bed and Charlotte began immediately with picking out the glass pieces. The worst thing was that it wasn't only about the glass pieces...

She told me that he had an iron rod and the gas bomb.. only god knew what kind of gas that was because she seemed weird.. she was there but she was not and it seemed like she would throw up any second.

After we took her sweater off we saw that she had a blue spot on her arm and back. She had inner bleedings and she couldn't breathe... he hit her but she didn't realize it because of the anxiety attack that she had.. we needed more than a nurse so I called Hendrick. Our undercover doc.

I've never been that angry in my entire life.
He hit her. Do you know what that meant? Death. War.

She was wincing and still shaking. Her chest was going up and down very fast. Faster than it should. I held her hand and bent down. "I'll never leave you alone again sun.. I'm here.. don't worry." I kissed her bleeding hand. She looked at me.. she looked very exhausted. Suddenly she began to breath more calmly...

"Moon..." I saw a tear rolling down her cheek and felt one rolling down mine..
"Sun..." I got goosebumps all over my body.
"Remember when you wanted me to tell you the story about how the moon died every day to let the sun breath?" I nodded and wiped her tears away.

"The sun died every night to let the moon breath.." I turned around because I didn't want her to see my wet eyes which gave my emotions away.. I couldn't understand how she could be so meaningful even in such a moment.. She squeezed my hand and made me look at her..
"Moon... it's okay.."

It was the first time I cried in a very long time... in years.. I would cry rivers for her.

She reached out her hand and wiped my tears away.
"Don't be sad.." her voice cracked and slowly disappeared. "You need to stay awake sun.. remember.. there's no life without you."
She smiled but she could barely open her eyes... "I tried.." she said and fainted. Her hand fell onto the edge of the bed and my heart stopped beating...

"SUN!?"

I began to breath faster.

"SUN! You need to stay awake! COME ON!"

I held her hand tighter.
"Tell Hendrick and tell him to hurry." I heard Charlotte saying to Miranda. Everything was blurry because of my tears. She was my life. I held her hand and promised myself to never let it go. No matter what would happen. I said I would protect her with my life but I couldn't.. I didn't. And I swore that if she wouldn't wake up I would turn into a beast and kill each one of them.. which I was going to do anyway..

She wasn't going to die but doing this to her was enough for me..

She was my little babygirl... the special and extra one who was teasing me to death, with the 90-60-90 body and the cutest smile. The one who destroyed cars because of her jealousy. The one who loved me just by looking in my eyes. The brave one who never left my side. My little sidekick. I began to pray. I knew that she was going to handle that. She wasn't weak.

Y/n

I heard that people could have dreams while being in a coma.
Mine was special. Mine could change everything or let it be just like it was.

***

"You won't jump." I looked at him.

"What makes you so sure?" I snapped back because I was literally on the edge and I had no nerves to mess with somebody.. I couldn't see his face but I could recognize that he was leaning on his car. His voice was deep and raspy. a little sarcastic.. out go nowhere he began to laugh.

"If you would really want to do it then you would've already done it."

He crossed his arms in front of his chest. And I realized that I was still shaking. Not because it was cold..

"M-Maybe I-"

***

"You're not brave enough." he interrupted me and his voice was very deep... I got goosebumps.

What he said pissed me off. This wasn't a competition or a bet r anything else. Was he just there to waste my time and mess with me or help me to jump? What was his problem?

"You don't even know me!"

My voice was raw and broken which made me feel even more weak.

He laughed again and I felt even more stupid.

***

"Come on, jump!" that's was so mean... what a heartless asshole.
"I will!" I screamed challenging him.
***

"Now get in the car."

He pointed at his black McLaren with his head and I looked at him eyes widened. He couldn't be serious. What a weird person.

"I think the fuck not? I'm not crazy?"

***

»Look sweet cake, usually I'm not that kind so do what I say.«

Ethan

They got all the pieces out of her body and began to make a check up iwhile I was nervous and furious as hell. I was afraid. I couldn't stop thinking about how everything began..

Y/n

»STOP! ARE YOU CRAZY? LET ME GO!«

He didn't mind what I said.

»OKAY, I'M SORRY, I SWEAR I WON'T CALL YOU STUPID AGAIN, JUST LET ME GO!« I screamed but nobody seemed to care about what was happening.. was what happening again. God damn that was so freaking god damn stupid I really felt how I deserved this all. This wasn't a sign from god. It was a huge punishment to make me realize that I should stop messing around, sit my ass down and be thankful for some things.

***

"Pff bitch, do I look like a cab?" his eyes were fixed on the road. Luckily..
"I swear I'll open the door and jump."

I was so desperate and upset that I threatened him with another suicide attempt but unfortunately I forgot that he already locket the door when he got in the car as well.

"Try it." he said totally cool and unbothered. That bastard.

***

"At least tell me where we're going."
"You'll see."