Can't hate you || e.d

Harsh softness

Sun

When I got back home I saw that that the lights were still on. It was quiet but I could hear something from the kitchen so I entered the kitchen and froze at what I saw.

Mom was sitting on the kitchen counter and dad was sitting in a chair across from her with his hand grabbing her leg. All she was wearing was a long shirt and he was shirtless. They both were eating pizza.

It was 1 fucking am.

My jaw dropped and I put my hand on my chest. "Oh gawd! Could you stop acting like teens?" I looked totally shocked and disgusted at some point. I mean they were cute and all -like literally goals- but it was so weird for me to see that.

"Could you start acting like you're a teen?" dad asked and mom laughed and gave him a high five. It was interesting to watch how they both enjoyed dragging me down.

"Wow, thanks!" I said and walked towards the fridge.

"Where are you coming from?" mom asked and I took a deep breath.

I dried my hair before he drove me home. I couldn't tell them exactly where I've been or what I've done. "Preparations for the mission." I said and grabbed one of the cooled cookie dough brownies that looked delicious as hell.

"I hope you're not doing anything that could get you in trouble." dad said with a warning look. I took another deep breath because I wished that I would've done something that could get me in trouble instead of something that was messing with my feelings.

"No. It's nothing like that." I said and started eating. As soon as I took a bite my soul almost went to heaven. My eyes rolled back and I started breathing heavier. What the hell was Sam putting in these? She was seriously my favorite person. She needed to teach me her skills and give me her recipes.

Why was I suddenly so horny?

"Where is Moon?" dad asked confused and I shrugged. "I don't know. I didn't see him today." I answered. "Not even in school?" he asked and I shook my head.

I was confused as well but that's how he was. He always used and loved to disappear for a while and do stupid stuff only to come back and tell no one about what he's done.

When I was done with my brownie I washed my hands and said that I would go upstairs to sleep. They wished me a good night and I didn't even know what they were going to do or already did.

Ew.

I entered my room and locked the door. I took my clothes off and let myself fall on my bed. I was so tired and so done and I couldn't understand myself because I knew my anger has been so huge.. where did it go? Falling in love wasn't that easy and possible in such a short time.. but what was it then?

What was going on with me? I was never going to even consider loving someone else than Dean. That was never going to happen. I loved him too much..

I grabbed my phone and called him. I needed to hear his voice. I needed him to say these things that he always said.. things that made me feel some type of way and stayed between us.

He answered after it rang for a long time. I could hear loud noises in the background. Was that Music?

"Where are you?" I asked a little confused and pulled the blanket up to my chin.

"Give me a second." he said and I waited for a few seconds and noticed how the noises slowly got more quiet.

"How's my babygirl doing?" he asked and he sounded happy about my call. That made me smile but then I heard someone scream in the back like 'wooow!'.. and it was a girls voice.. or two.. I wasn't sure. Was I trippin'?