Can't hate you || e.d

Worth it

Moon

It was making me angry how calm he was.. as if it was nothing important to him and I wasn't serious enough for him. I wanted to punch him until he was never going to be able to open his mouth again. He still thought this was a game. He still thought he could keep going as if nothing happened but that wasn't possible.

I couldn't understand why and how Sun could be so obsessed over him. Why couldn't she like somebody else.

"Moon, please stop, seriously this is not the right time-.." I cut Sun off again. "Be quiet! You're not going to say a word!". I raised my voice and she furrowed her eyebrows. I saw how sad it made her and felt bad about it but I couldn't control myself when I saw her with Dean.

"Don't talk to her like that." Dean said with a really deep voice. He approached me and I saw the vein that popped up on his neck. His furrowed eyebrows and the way he was breathing told me that he was going to lose his patience. Who did he think he was talking to? But that actually impressed me because he had the balls to tell me how to talk to my sister.

"You have nothing to say either.." I said looking straight into his eyes.

"I really don't want to fight you, seriously, I don't want to cause any problems." he said being totally serious. I furrowed my eyebrows even more. "Then stay away from her. I won't repeat it again." I said raising my voice even more and he took a deep breath as if he was trying to keep calm. Such a pussy. Didn't even had the balls to argue with me.

Sun

I was really proud and actually had to smile softly because of how mature Dean kept it and how patient he was. I really appreciated that because I knew he didn't want me to get in an uncomfortable position.

"If I wouldn't have promised your sister to keep my shit together, I would break that sharp jaw of yours that looks like a bicycle seat.". No Dean. Seriously no.

"Okay that's it." Moon said and punched him but before any of us could realize what was going on, Dean punched him back. All I did was standing there with a dropped yaw. I gasped and took a step back.

"What do you mean you promised my sister, huh? Otherwise you would have the balls to fight me or what?" Moon punched him again and I shook my head. This should be happening. I knew that fighting was something totally normal for boys but this shouldn't be happening because the reason was totally stupid.

"Yes because it's worth to fight for her and I think it's sad how you upset her with trying to tear us apart." Dean said and that made me really sad because it was true.. "Her happiness does not lean on you!" Moon said totally proud. If he would've only known.

I wanted them to stop. I wanted everything to stop because I had enough and I only wanted peace and happiness.

Suddenly Skylar grabbed my hand and pulled me away from them. We moved fast that they got tinier with every step. It really hurt me a lot..

Dean

I hated that I wasn't able to control myself. I didn't care about the fact that he was Sun's brother but the fact that we were at the same age, had the same economic status and everything else but still were so different fucked me up. I mean how easy he had it.

His dad did not kill his mom and threw her away. His sibling was not a disgusting piece of shit. His memories weren't coming and going whenever they wanted. He never got beaten up from his own dad until he couldn't breathe anymore. He didn't open his eyes in a psychopathic family. He didn't want to die.