Can't hate you || e.d

The Joker

Y/n

It was very late as he came back and I was already waiting for him. It felt like years.. I ran over to him and hugged him tightly.. I just wanted to feel safe and better since I felt uncomfortable because of these calls and messages from that weird guy who didn't want to leave me alone. He felt that something wasn't alright.. I knew that. I hoped that..

Ethan

I felt that something wasn't alright...
Her hug was different. More intense but careful like she wanted to disappear gently. I couldn't say I wasn't feeling the same way.

"What happened?" I asked. She buried her face in my chest.

"Nothing. I just missed you..." she lied.

I cupped her face. "Tell me."
Her phone rang and interrupted her chance to tell me something. She swallowed and I could see a little anxiety in her eyes what made me wonder.. but she didn't answer the call and left me in conclusion.

"Why aren't you picking up?" I asked her with furrowed eyebrows. I was already very pissed and I couldn't control myself. It felt like my hands were tied and it was making me nervous. The thought that something was happening with her too was making me feel even more strained.

Y/n

I was very nervous. I don't know why... I didn't do anything wrong so I shouldn't feel this anxiety but I was feeling it and I hated it because I wanted to tell him but at the same time I didn't. He was already looking pretty mad and I thought that something happen while he was gone so I didn't want to bother him.

He let my face go. I looked at my display and saw what he saw. "YGC G".

"Who's that?" of course he was wondering because I would wonder too what that meant.

"Y/n! Why are you so nervous?!" he asked pretty inpatient.

"Eth..I don't.." he snatched the phone out of my hand and answered the call. My heart was racing. I couldn't explain why I was so nervous at all. Maybe because he made me feel uncomfortable with his damn call the entire day and I was feeling weird.

"Hello?"

Ethan

"Uh.. hello. I was calling Y/n.."

I slowly looked at the phone and then at her. She was worried and started panicking but trying to show it off..
My blood was boiling. Why was a guy calling her? I would've reacted normally if the number wouldn't be saved in her contacts or if she wouldn't have reacted like she would die if I would find out.. but she did and I knew something was going on. So many thoughts went through my head.. what if she was playing games? What of she was talking to somebody secretly.. telling him everything that happened.. of if she was dating him secretly and cheating.. or something else. Lord I was going insane.

With these thoughts I hung up because I was already shaking. I was too strained today and this was the cherry on top.

"Who's that?" I asked trying to stay calm.

"I swear I don't know.."

She knew how angry I was. That scared her. I could see that she tried to make me stay calm and that she was afraid I would flip and she was really right..

"Are you cheating?" I asked directly what was going through my mind. Her jaw dropped and she looked eyes widened. She didn't expect me to ask this..
"Did you really just asked me that?" she asked furrowing her eyebrows and I took a step back. I shrugged shaking my head and looked away.