Can't hate you || e.d

Panic

Ethan

I was sitting in a weird room at the police station almost about to fall asleep..

They told me to stand up and take my jacket off. A few SWAT officers were standing in front of me with guns. They were acting like I was the most dangerous guy on earth or something.. I mean I was pretty powerful since I had teams in NYC, Washington, Jersey, Canada and other places but they didn't need to exaggerate like that. It's not like they knew everything about me.

I took my jacket off while they kept watching me and I was asking myself what they were looking for..
When something fell out of my pocket right onto the ground they aimed at me with their guns. I lifted my hands totally shocked.. the red dots on my chest made me a little nervous.

Y/n would've fainted if she would've seen what I was going through. Luckily she wasn't there. She needed to be safe. I knew the boys were going to take care of her because Kingston ran away.. and I was afraid that he was on his way to her.

"What is this?" officer Garcia asked me with furrowed eyebrows.. I knew his name.. and him. I knew a lots of names.
So I looked down and.. it was a little plastic bag.. of cocaine... I looked at it eyes widened. What the fuck was it doing in my pocket?

"Are you panicking?"
"I swear to god it's not mine!"

Usually I wasn't panicking and I knew that was exactly what someone who was guilty would say but I couldn't understand it..

He laughed.
I was fucked.

Y/n

I was almost sleeping when my phone started to ring.. It was eleven pm. I answered the call without looking at the display and heard an exhausted voice. It was Josh.
"Y/n.. sorry for bothering you.. where are you?" he asked and I rubbed my eyes. We didn't talk since I left Ethan. It was awkward but I thought that he wanted Josh to ask me. »Still at Charlie's house.. why?" I said and sat up.

I could hear how he took a deep breath. "Ethan loves you. Never forget that."

I was confused but that made me chuckle.
"Why couldn't he say it or send me a message and why are you talking like he died or something?" I asked and he didn't answered me. My stomach dropped and I got nervous..
"Josh?"

My hands started shaking because I knew something was wrong.

"You may won't see him for a long time.." he finally answered and my heart stopped. I rushed downstairs as fast as I could so I could scream because Charlie was sleeping next to me. I didn't want to wake her up but I couldn't care about that in the moment.

"WHAT? WHAT HAPPENED?"

"I'm sorry but we'll try to get him out!"

I ran my hand through my hair. Was he kidding? Why was he talking like that? He needed to tell me what happened without making it hard for me to understand. "OUT OF WHAT?" I asked but he hung up.

I was so mad, so angry, so confused and scared I put my shoes on and ran to my car without putting a jacket on. It was cold as fuck and I almost froze on the way with my shorts and my tank top..

When I arrived at Josh's house I was more than pissed. I was going to destroy everything until he would tell me what happened.

I walked in after someone opened the door.
"WHERE IS HE?" I screamed breathing heavily. The whole crew was standing in front of me and they were looking at me like they were guilty or ashamed..

Josh scratched his neck. My chin was shaking and I knew I would explode and cry. Why did they have to scare me like that? Why couldn't they just tell me what happened? They probably weren'T allowed to tell me but thinking of him being dead or something.. killed me..
"WHERE IS HE?" I screamed again but louder than earlier.