Can't hate you || e.d

Promises

A/N

Hello my lovely readers!🍭

I'm finally going to continue this story and I am so happy excited! I can't wait to write more and get to know what you think about it.

I was really afraid to ruin this story in any way with continuing it because it thought it would be okay the way it was but I think there's always something that I can make better. Well I don't know if it's going to be better or worse but everyone wanted more and I also wanted to write more so it was perfect!👏🏼🎈

I also wanted to thank each one of you! I can't put his much you all mean to me in words. All your votes and comments and even the fact that we got 300k reads (idk if it's called like that, I hope so :D) is INCREDIBLE! I never thought I'd reach that much and it makes me so happy! That's so much for me I couldn't want more! I got so emotional when I read the comments from the last part. 🤧

So I just want to thank you real quick and tell you how much I love you and that you mean the world to me because without you none of this would be possible. You are something special, I appreciate you and I'm thankful for your existence! 💙

Again love you so so much and hope you enjoyed the story!
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-M🌙

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Sun

I never ran this fast before. I never had to run. I never had to do anything to get what I wanted.

I couldn't feel my legs but I still managed to come forwards. I couldn't breathe. It felt like I was running a marathon. I was running a damn marathon.

Mom asked me if wanted her to drive me but I already started running before she finished her sentence. I couldn't risk to waste any time... especially not when I remembered what he wrote about his birthday. I wanted to see him as fast as I could..

His house wasn't that far away from ours but that didn't matter because I would've ran miles for him.

My heart was racing and I was shaking. It felt like my legs couldn't carry me anymore. It felt like I was close to fall apart but I kicked my own ass because I knew what I was running for. It was worth it.

As soon as I've reached the gate I felt some kind of relief as if I was afraid that the house disappeared. I ran towards the front door as fast as I could and it opened before I could even reach it.. Dean stepped out and as soon as I saw him I felt how my heart stopped.. my chin was shaking and I bursted out in tears when I saw how he looked...

He seemed so broken. Mentally and physically exhausted.. his eyes were red. They were shining.. his sagging shoulders and his messy hair made him look weak, as if he gave up... but the way he looked at me.. he had hope. I could see how much this meant to him..

I knew that one word of me could either destroy him forever or get him back to life.. and knowing that I was capable of that was scary.

I never went through rough times before I met him. I never knew anything about the world outside and how dangerous it could be.. how it could rip you apart so easily but he.. his whole life was a mess. He was a mess. His brain was a mess. He didn't choose any of that. He couldn't do anything about it and it was wrong to judge him. It was wrong to make him responsible for the person he was.. for the person his dad turned him into...

I was ready to give everything to fix that.

I knew the responsibility I was taking.. I knew what I was risking.. and it was okay for me.