Can't hate you || e.d

New beginning

Dean

For the first time, I was sitting in her house without knowing that something was wrong or that we were going to fight, or that it was going to escalate.. for the first time, I was sitting in front of her dad. I was really nervous, but I was ready to everything for her. My fucking heart was racing and I thought I'd lose my mind. I was hella nervous and tried to show off how fast I was breathing.

Sun and I talked about everything and she prepared me for several questions he could ask me. I was sure I could make it. She was standing in the kitchen, right where I could see her. Her dad's back was turned around her...

I was so glad that he didn't make me sit in his office alone with him. Knowing that she was standing there and hearing us made me feel a lot more comfortable. She was with her mom. They were either making food or doing something else. I didn't care about what they were doing as long as they weren't going to leave me alone with him.

He looked at me with furrowed eyebrows. I kept looking into his eyes, letting him know I wasn't going to look away. He needed to know that I wasn't afraid of him and that I would do everything for Sun. He needed to know that I would never hesitate to do anything that I had to do.

He opened his mouth and I knew it was going to be really interesting.

Sun

I was even more nervous than him. I was shaking. "Mom, you told him to be nice didn't you? I told you to tell him to be nice! Oh my god, he won't be nice!", I said almost hyperventilating. She rolled her eyes at me. "Of course I told him to and believe me this is the nicest he can be.", she said and laughed, but I didn't think it was so funny. I was close to collapse, or faint.

I looked at them. He was asking him about his future, what he was doing in the moment and what he was planning to do after school. I didn't understand everything, but I could see that Dean was really pleased with his answers and that calmed me down a little bit. I smiled when he looked over and felt more comfortable when I saw that little smile on his lips.

Dean

"I'm not planning on going to college without Sun, so I would wait a year for her. I would want to start and end with her.", I said and he nodded slowly.. he let his head fall back. "Did you have any problems after your dad died? Did any of his enemies try to bother or get you in danger?", he asked and I shook my head. "No sir. I didn't hear anything of them. Not even when he was alive. He never really got me into that. I was busy with other things... he only worked with my brother.", I answered and he nodded again.

"How do you think you can protect Sun?« he asked and I felt some kind of relief because he asked most of the questions that I was prepared for. It felt like he was interviewing me. "Well I would do everything if I would have to. I would risk my own life and I'm already thinking about building a new team only to be protected when we walk around.. of course.. if you would allow us to.." I said and he furrowed his eyebrows even more. "Do you think you can do that on your own? Build your own team?" he asked and he seemed serious.

There was a lot that I didn't tell Sun. Not because I was hiding it from her, but because I didn't want her to worry. I've learned a lot from dad.. no matter how much I didn't want to.. most of his knowledge got craved into my brain and I was definitely going to build a team sooner or later. Not to do anything dangerous or start missions because I would never put her in danger, but I couldn't risk it either to be alone all the time without being protected.

What I said was true. Nothing happened to me yet, but it wasn't that long ago that my dad died.. anything could happen. That's why I didn't try to convince her to spend all her time with me. I could kidnap her again, but this time I would be all on my own, so I needed to wait. I told him that I didn't want anything big. Only enough to be protected so that nothing could happen to Sun, or me.