Can't hate you || e.d

Memories

Blake

I let her sleep a while before I was going to take her back home because she needed that rest. She needed a tiny break. I wasn't tired. Not even a bit although it was already really really late. I kept thinking.. and thinking.. and realized that I was never going to understand this world.

Moon

I couldn't even enjoy the party.. my mood was killed so it ended very fast. The people were gone.. only Skylar and I were left and to be honest that was so much better after everything that happened.. but it was still amazing. I still enjoying it and I really didn't give her the fault for it.. it was obvious that she didn't expect Dean to come..

We helped the maids to clean up a little bit and sat down on the sofa. I felt exhausted and unmotivated.

I started playing with Skylar's hair, trying to distract myself. Her hair was so smooth and soft that it made me calm down.

"She'll be back soon. Don't worry about her. I think Blake is a good guy." she said trying to comfort me.. I sighed. "Yeah. I know.." I said and leaned in. She turned around to me and our noses touched. She smiled. "Everything will get better." she whispered with a soft smile. I closed my eyes and tried to not be so moody. I knew she would come back.. and we were going to talk about everything...

"I'm sorry.. we ruined our party." I said and she hugged me. I pulled her closer. "No one ruined anything. I really had fun. Things like these happen at parties! And we both know exactly that we both are going to celebrate it differently later anyway..." she said biting her lower lip. I had to smirk.

The doorbell rang. I stood up as if a lightning hit me. My heart stopped and I hoped it was Sun. One of the maids opened the door and Skylar stood up as well. Blake entered with Sun on his arms.. she was sleeping. I took a deep breath. At lest she was safe.

He seemed really worried when he walked towards us and I hoped that she was alright. I wasn't sure what to say and he didn't have to bring her upstairs. I knew he was strong enough to do that but I just didn't want to take it for granted and I wanted her right in front of my eyes.

"You can lay her down here." I said pointing at the sofa. He let her down very carefully and put down her arms that were wrapped around his neck down too. He was very gentle and quiet. I felt Skylar's hands around my arm. She smiled at me. I smiled back. It felt like we were proud parents. Then he turned around to us and I noticed that he seemed a little more relieved.

"Thank you.. what happened?" I asked him and he ran his hand through his hair. "No need to thank me.. and I think it would be better if she would explain that to you. It would be wrong if I talk about it without her permission." he said and I understood it. It was probably something she didn't want to talk about. He turned around to her for a second and then back to me.

"I'll go now and call her tomorrow." he said quietly. I nodded slowly. He waved at us and left. Just like Skylar said.. he was a good guy.. nothing like Dean. He was the opposite. After he left I slowly walked towards Sun. She looked so tired and so sad.. my heart broke.

I wanted to kill Dean.. I already planned it and this time.. I wouldn't care about the conditions, the location or anything else. Nothing was going to stop me because I had enough of him. I didn't care. Neither about her feelings.. nor about getting in trouble in anyway.

Dean

I was sitting in my car, on the hill that Sun and I made out on before we had our first night.. The place where we could see the whole city from, next to the Hollywood sign. I smiled with the thought of her.. but then got sad again. The pain in my chest synched with the pain in my head again and everything started spinning again. It was more anger than sadness because of how I stupid I was.. I closed my eyes and leaned back.