Can't hate you || e.d

Kidnapper

Dean

I loved confusing girls. Seeing how frustrated and needy they got.. knowing that they hated me but couldn't do it without me.. was so pleasing. It pushed my ego. Especially this one... girls like her. Innocent.. shy.. cute.. useful girls like her who were just waiting for someone to get them out of their off life.. for someone who would give them some experience... And damn I needed this girl...

Of course she wasn't the first girl I kissed without any warning. I even kissed girls who had a boyfriend and these girls let their boyfriends go for me. But she.. she was going to need me the most. She touched her lips and looked at her fingers like I poisoned her or anything. I smirked like always knowing how it made her feel and I could see how angry she got. I knew she was going scream at me and I couldn't wait for it..

"YOU'RE SO FUCKING STUPID!" she screamed while she looked at me eyes widened. I rolled my eyes. "'Fucking'? Oh, our princess is getting the slang! It's hot when you curse.." She swiped her tears away and swallowed. It was really easy to make her cry.. she was really sensitive.. really fragile.. really hot.. "You don't know anything about me! I'm definitely not one of those girls that you described and you can't just kiss me!" she said loudly.


She could be glad that nobody was around. That's probably why I was so comfortable too. I laughed. "You are.. one of those girls." I said and pressed my lips together. "Maybe I am. But that's none of your business! Don't do that ever again!" she lowered her voice. I could see that she was actually angry but I didn't care a bit. Her fire spitting eyes just turned me on so much that I wanted to do more with her than kiss her... "What? Kiss you?" I asked and reached my arms out until I held her in them. She pushed me away immediately and winced. "Ew! Stop! How can someone be so-.. you don't even have any respect for women!" she said and I rolled my eyes again. "You feminist.." I said and her jaw dropped. She looked at me like 'I think I didn't hear you right' but she didn't got to say it because the bell rang. I already loved messing with her...


Moon

I yawned when I walked into class and got annoyed immediately. The class was filled and everybody was talking. I hated people and their noises. I was still too tired to stand it.. and I was especially annoyed in the morning.. probably because because of the new students. I couldn't see the teacher so I walked straight to my table in the last line and saw a pretty girl sitting on my chair. Actually she was pretty hot.. but I was too tired to flirt with anybody or be nice. So I took a deep breath and clenched my jaw.

"You're sitting on my damn chair." I said and I really did not sound nice. She looked up at me and oh lord her eyes. They were so beautiful.. but she was still sitting in my chair. She stood up and that body.. I bit my lip without even realizing it. She was so fine. And she seemed a little scared of me.. "I'm really sorry. I wasn't aware of that." she said.. her voice.. she sounded like an angel.


The universe must have been messing with me. She took her books and looked around while I sat down on my chair and leaned back to sleep. I didn't want to care but couldn't help and opened my eyes again. I saw that she couldn't find a place to sit because there was no empty chair left. I didn't like how she was standing there with the books in her hands.. I sighed.
"LUCAS!" I screamed so loud that everyone went silent and looked at me like always when I spoke. The girl flinched because she didn't expect that coming from me. It seemed like she was thinking that I was a bully or something. Lucas flinched the most and let his pen fall. That nerd annoyed the hell out of me sometimes. He was afraid of me so he turned around to me immediately and looked at me like he was waiting for me to tell him what to do.
"Stand up." He stood up. "Take your books and your backpack." He took his books and his backpack with shaking hands.
The whole class was watching us. "Now disappear." He rushed out of class without taking his pen or the other things that he left.. I winked at the girl and smirked. She was looking at me eyes widened with a dropped jaw. She probably thought she was owing me something.
"Now you have a place to sit."
The other girls were looking at her furiously like snakes. Full of hate and jealousy. I enjoyed that.


Sun

I was so pissed and it took me a while to calm down. The girls kept asking me what happened and wanted the details but I just ignored them and only told Chloe. "No way, he did what?" we were whispering since our teacher was explaining something about history and we didn't wanted anyone to hear us or the teacher to catch us. I couldn't concentrate and I didn't even want to listen..

"He made me cry and kissed me.." I repeated with furrowed eyebrows. I was a little embarrassed, mad and upset because I couldn't change the fact that it happened. I couldn't take that kiss away..


She was shocked just like I was earlier. "Sun you need to be careful with him because he doesn't look like the other guys who are playing around.. it seems like he's more serious and really dangerous. Who knows if he's mentally stable." she said.

"It's obvious that he's handling without thinking, like you'll never know what he'll do in the next second. I don't know him yet but it's obvious." she added and I didn't know what to say. She was right. Messing with the new guy wasn't something that I would do.. I was too busy for that.
I was just going to stay away from him. It couldn't have been that difficult. This all was already too much in two days. He came and got me out of my system so quickly that I knew messing with him wasn't something I could handle. He even kissed me..


I wasn't planning on getting my first kiss that quickly. I wanted it to be special. To be someone special. Someone who was living me and meant the world to me. Someone who was serious with me. Not an annoying new guy who wanted to mess with my feelings and din't know anything about me. It was so embarrassing and nerve killing. I wanted to turn back in time to change things.. especially because it felt so good and I couldn't hate it. I didn't want this feeling at all because it was all he wanted.


I really needed to stay away from him because it was definitely not going to end well... But that was impossible because as soon as the bell rang and everyone left, he walked towards me while I tried to disappear quickly. I really needed to pack my stuff faster from this moment on..
I gave him a death stare and wanted to leave as well but he grabbed my arm gently and pulled me towards himself.. Very closely... I tried to free myself a little aggressively but just like I said.. he was too strong and the fact that he never let me go scared me a little bit.


"Where are you going baby?" he asked looking deep into my eyes.. He was going to make me crazy and I was going to punch him very very soon. I laughed totally annoyed. He still kept calling me 'baby' although I told him to stop that. "Are you starting to control me now?" I asked him totally serious, not taking my eyes off his. He knew very well how angry he was making me.
"Just need to make sure that you're not running away from me." he said smirking. He knew so damn well that I didn't want to be close to him. Why couldn't he just leave me alone? Why was he taking things so fast? What was his problem. I hated him and his damn smirk no matter how much it turned me on and gave me goosebumps all over my body. I licked my lips and looked back to his eyes, realizing that I've been staring at his lips.. I needed to get myself together. "Of you?! Never!" I said and he knew that I was sarcastic.


I needed to be confident and strong in front of him. In front of boys like him.. I wanted him to know that I wasn't one of the girls that he described. I wanted him to see that I was strong and not weak enough to let him play with me. Or stupid enough. I wasn't going to let him do this.. Well I already did but that.. that's something else. He caught me off guard and I wasn't going to spend another second with him to give him the chance.


"Good. Then you're coming with me." he said and his hand went down from my arm to my hand. He interlocked his hand with mine and pulled me with him before I could understand what he was doing. Of course I couldn't get out of his strong grip when I realized that we were already walking down the stairs of the hallway.

"Wha-.. Where?" I asked him panicking and not knowing what to do. while he was pulling me with himself. "Getting to know each other!?" I heard him say and looked at him although his back was turned to me. "Oh of course! First you kiss me, then you want to get to know me! Good that you remembered that! Is this how it works for you or these days in general?" I asked and heard his beautiful laugh.


He was always laughing. He was such an active, positive, person who thought everything was funny and easy. Why was he always laughing? It was so annoying and making me mad because I actually liked it and I -helpless romantic- wasn't going to fall for a stupid boy like him..
"Probably." he finally answered and then it was my turn with laughing. "I thought you already know me." I said remembering how his words hurt me at some point. He didn't really offend me but his words sounded like some huge insults that I couldn't stand. No one has ever been so honest with me... he didn't even care about what I was thinking about it.
He stopped when we were finally standing in the middle of the parking lot.


"Then you're going to get to know me." he said and I was completely confused. I couldn't believe that he was going to tell me something about himself or show me his real colors or something. It didn't seem like that. He didn't seem like that kind of person and it was worrying me because I didn't want to go anywhere with him before knowing what he was up to.
I definitely needed to tell Moon or dad... they were definitely going to kill him.. especially because of the kiss. Thinking about it made ma anxious because I knew that they were really going to freak out but I needed to tell them because this freak didn'T want to leave me alone. Why did he choose me?


"I don't want to know you! Just stay away from me!" I said really meaning it. I was getting myself in danger.He rolled his shiny blue eyes as if he wouldn't care and I looked at our still interlocked hands. The shiver that ran over my spine was really irritating me.
"That'll change soon, believe me." He was really weird. He was awkward.. his mood swings made me crazy. First he was someone spontaneous who probably had good intentions and really wanted to get to know me even tho he was a little touchy but in the next second he was a dirty douchebag who just wanted my soul and things that I couldn't even think of. I wasn't sure if he was serious, happy, just as confused as me or just mentally disturbed. Chloe was right.
"I don't want to!" I said loudly as he started pulling me with him again. I hoped that someone was going to hear me to save me. I really hoped that he would change his mind and let me go because I wasn't ready for this. He was really going to kidnap me. "I don't care.." he said totally casually.

He walked towards a matte blue Ferrari 458 Italia and my heart started racing. I've never seen such a blue that was so royal but bright at the same times. The rims were so clean.. it's like it was totally new.. no scratches, no flaws, nothing.. it was so beautiful.. god I couldn't let a damn car make me get weak.. He opened the door for me and waited for me to get in.


"Never." I crossed my arms in front of my chest and thought about which direction I should better ran in but I knew he was going to catch me so I needed to convince him somehow. He closed his eyes and pressed his lips together. He was getting mad... that meant he was really inpatient.. I could see that and it was obvious because he already made me cry with only telling the truth so I was kinda afraid of him. That already showed what he was capable of.
"Get in the fucking car." he said very pissed. His voice was deeper and showed that he was really inpatient. A small shiver ran over my body again. I didn't need to be afraid of him. He couldn't hurt me.. at least not physically.. because then he was going to die..


"No! Do you really think I will leave with you? Who knows what you're planning." my voice got louder with every word and showed the disguise I was feeling for him in these moments. Chloe was right. He was definitely not okay. "And we can't just leave like this! Without telling anyone. They're definitely gonna loo-.." I couldn't continue because he picked me up out of nowhere and I screamed and wrapped my arms around his neck immediately out of reflex.. I thought I was going to fall because he caught me off guard again...


He literally put me in his car a little roughly and put my safety belt on before I could make any move. To be honest his touch gave me goosebumps and I was totally frozen because I was so overwhelmed.. at the same time I was really afraid and anxious.. I noticed how my hands started shaking. I couldn't understand anything. What was going on? I've never had anything to do with someone like him and now I knew why.. they were a number too big for me..


He closed the door and got over to his side. He put his seatbelt on and started the engine while I tried to find words.. I tried to get myself together to do or say something.. he couldn't just do this... He smirked at me when he drop off the school property and my heart almost started beating.. I couldn't believe how hot he was in my eyes.. I couldn't even understand why him driving turned me on in a way that I've never experienced... the way he hit the gas.. the way his bright eyes were shining.. god damn he was the most handsome boy I've ever seen.. and I was the most dumb girl I've ever known...

Grayson 

Everyday.. was like hell for me.. I felt like I was trapped in a cage in the hottest corner of hell..
She had a family.. she was happy.. she had kids and she was still with him. These kids were his.. and I hated him so much for that.
Her daughter.. looked exactly like her. That hurt so much because I couldn't get her, back then. She was all I ever wanted. I could've had these kids with her.. Sun could've been my daughter, Moon could've been my daughter and I would've made everything right if he wouldn't have destroyed everything. If he would've just stayed out of this all years ago.. I wouldn't have had to do this all to her daughter and herself.
I was watching her everyday. Just like back in the day. I knew everything and I was going to make either her or her daughter mine very soon..