Can't hate you || e.d

Teams

Sun

Mom drove me to school again and I kept being quiet. I kept carrying silence around with me. I wasn't going to talk to anyone about anything because there wasn't anything we needed to talk about anymore.

No matter what we were talking about it always ended up with Dean being guilty so I preferred to stay quiet and do my job instead of talking to them and ruining my vibe.

As soon as I arrived I rushed towards my locker so I could put my books into it and get my cheerleading clothes.

I needed to hurry because we had a meeting with the team to create the new choreography.

I was freed from my lessons for the day because this was the first game of the term and it was really important.. it was personally important to me...

After the dinner yesterday I kept working on a huge choreography and thought of how we could perform and do our best.

I was nervous and got goosebumps with the thought of my dad watching me for the first time. I was already shaking. It made me very nervous.. actually I didn't know how to feel about it.

"What got you so excited?" I heard Dean's voice behind me so I grabbed my clothes and closed my locker a little faster. I turned around to him and said "I have a meeting with the team. I'll explain it later but I have to rush. Sorry boo." I tiptoed and gave him a kiss.

"So do I." he said a little cold and I notice the paper in his hand. I wiped the hair out of my face and furrowed my eyebrows waiting for him to explain.

"Why? Where do you have to go?" I asked and he smiled.. it was a crooked smile that made me smile too. "Remember that I wanted to get into the football team? Coach accepted me so I gotta go practice with the others now." he answered and my jaw dropped. I looked at him eyes widened. I was so shocked and so amazed that my hands started shaking. I couldn't believe him but I knew he was going to make it.

"Does that mean you're going to play the first game?" I asked and he nodded. I screamed and jumped onto him wrapping my arms around his neck. I was so happy for him that I could feel the butterflies in my stomach. "I'm so proud of you!"

That was so amazing, we were going to be a big team and I could finally support my boyfriend instead of the other ones.

I backed off and told him that we had to celebrate this later. I kissed him again and headed to the field as fast as I could.

I've been so lazy in the past and thought I could make it a few days before but I underestimated it and after I found out that dad was going to come as well it changed a lot for me so I had to hurry.

The girls were already standing there ready to move their feet and that was exactly what I loved about them. They were always so energetic.

***

After we were done I was more than done. I was dead. I was so exhausted, all I wanted was to sleep and that's what I did.

I went back to class while everybody was eating lunch, crossed my arms on the table and laid my head on my arms.

I didn't think that it would knock me out that hard. Each body part felt very heavy. I enjoyed it but I already felt so weak and tired I wished I could go home.

When I felt someone stroking my head, I furrowed my eyebrows immediately and looked up saying "What the-.." but I didn't have to continue the sentence because it was Dean.

He turned a chair around across from me and sat down leaning his arms on the table as well. He was smiling and I could see that he was exhausted as well.