Can't hate you || e.d

Love in person

Dean

He looked at me eyes wide open and I nodded slowly.. he knew exactly what I was talking about and he knew I was right. He knew he fucked up and lost..

"You filled me with hate because things went wrong but I AM LOVE IN PERSON!" I screamed with my broken voice. That was going to be the night in which I was going to leave forever. I explained Sun everything in my journal. She should know the truth if something was going to happen to me...

"Calm down.. I get that you're confused.. we can talk.." he said and I almost laughed again. He was so scared. I've seen him like this for the first time, trying to cooperate and act like a mature person who wanted to handle it nicely because he knew that I was dangerous. He knew that everything was going to be over if I was going to fight against him. I enjoyed seeing that because usually I was the one who was nervous and trying to make the person in front of me calm down... I loved how he was begging with his eyes..

"You don't need to explain anything to me. I already know the whole truth because I lived it." I said and walked backwards to the door.. he started breathing heavily. With every step he realized that I was not going to listen to him.. that he was not able to stop me because I was going to act the way I wanted to.

"And you know what I'm going to do now? I asked with a psychopathic smile that he passed down to me. I loved seeing him shaking of anger and anxiety. "I'm going to live my own life. Without you and Blake. And I'll take her with me." I answered my own question for him. He looked at me eyes wide open. I knew that he was his weakness. I knew that he was worrying about her more than me. He was afraid that she was going to find out about everything, as if I was so stupid to hit her with all of this.

"NO!" he screamed. I just screamed back. "I'M GOING TO LOVE THE FUCK OUT OF HER!" and in that second Blake walked in. I bet dad wanted to break my neck but he didn't do it yet.. and he was never going to get the change. We both looked at Blake. I was sympathizing with them.. a lot. So I looked at dad one last time and said "Maybe you can keep lying to Blake." I turned around to him and smiled. "I bet he won't remember." I continued. Blake raised his eyebrow in confusion.

"Dad what is going on, what is he talking about again?" he asked him and I could see that he was panicking. I felt like the only one who had a brain in this room. I laughed again. "And I thought I was dumb.". Dad was speechless. He couldn't answer Blake's question or say anything else. He was over.

I rushed out of the room and ran straight to my room while dad ran after me. He wanted to stop me.. but he was going to see that he wasn't able to do that. He didn't know what I was capable of because I didn't know it either before.. but now I was stronger than ever with all the knowledge and memories that I had. He thought I was still weak and tired of fighting but I was going to finish him.

"DEAN! LISTEN! YOU CAN'T JUST-.." I cut him off when he was standing in front of the door while I already stepped into my room. "Oh if you would only know how I can.." I was calmer than before because I was finally the one who was in charge.. who was right. I was the one who had the proves.

"And you won't stop me because I'm your product and I've learned from the professionals!" I said and slammed the door shut right into his face. I locked it and he started punching against the hard wood. I could hear how he was screaming but I didn't mind.

I packed my stuff. Only the most important things. Car keys, clothes, my phone and charger, most importantly my journal, money and credit cards, weapons.

I was going to disappear and end this all. He wasn't going to stop me or have any impact in my life every again. As soon as I got everything I needed I looked around one last time.. I was going to leave everything behind me.. so I threw the bag out of the window and climbed out of it. I ran to my car and left as fast as I could.

Grayson

I was about to have a mental breakdown. This was awful. Why now? He had such a worse timing that I wanted to burn him. He needed to disappear. I needed to stop him.. He remembered everything.. I knew that was going to happen and it was making me anxious. It was making me freak out. I was so close to reach the biggest goal in my life and there he was ruining it..

I screamed and threw myself against the door so hard that it opened... I was breathing too fast. I was going to kill him. I didn't have any time that I could lose.. I didn't have any time for anything in that moment.. he was going to ruin my plans.. I was going to stop him.. but all I could see was an empty room and an open window...

Dean

It was time to get my girl. She was mine. She's been mine all the time but he blocked my brain. Unfortunately I had to get a lot done before getting her. I couldn't handle spontaneously.. I needed a plan and some explanations. She was still really mad and hurt and I let her leave from the party.. she slapped me when I told her that I loved her.. I was sure that she didn't want to see me for now.. or for a really long while. I couldn't just appear again but I was going to fix it..

Blake

He went totally crazy.. I've never seen him like that. He was walking back and forth in the room... I've never seen him so scared. He seemed damage. As if he was a game figure that was glitching. Watching him was a torture. It was scaring me and I had no clue what to do..

"HE KNOWS IT!" he kept screaming while I still wasn't aware of what he was talking about. "HE RUINED EVERYTHING! ALL MY PLANS!" his deep voice was scary. At this point I wasn't sure if Dean destroyed everything or if he did it by himself.. maybe he was right all the time and I was really too dumb to realize..

"Dad.. What is happening.. what does he know?" I was always the one who knew about everything but for the first time something was going on between them that I never heard of before.. he looked at me like he couldn't believe his ears.. "What does he remember?" I asked carefully. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath to calm down.

"Okay.. forget everything that I told you until now.. we don't have any fucking time.." I raised my eyebrows still trying to figure out what he was talking about. "Forget all the plans.. this mission.. has to be done this night.." he continued. My jaw dropped because I realized what he was talking about. "But..-" He cut me off.. "NO 'BUT'S! I WANT HER NOW!" he screamed and my heart started racing because I had no clue how to act. I didn't want to but I had. That was me..