Can't hate you || e.d

Disappointment

Blake

I swallowed and all of sudden he punched the flat table underneath him. He was shaking. I was used to these moments. "WAS HE GOING TO HURT HER? WAS HE REALLY GOING TO HIT HER?" he asked me twice as if I would know the answer if he would repeat it. I looked away.

"HE RAISED.. HIS HAND AT HER!" he was out of breath. I think he forgot how to breathe in that moment. His voice was really deep.. it's been a while since the last time I saw him like that. "I SWEAR I'LL CUT HIS HAND OFF AND FORCE HIM TO EAT IT!". I prayed that Dean wouldn't come home because I knew dad was deadass serious.

And to be honest I thought he would scream at me as well for hugging her and all but it was all about Dean.

"HE MADE HER CRY!" he looked around because he was trying to find something that he could destroy. "HE SCARED HER!" he flenched his fists and I could see the veins on his arms and his neck. That was scary.. "IMAGINE WHAT HE DID TO HER BEFORE WE ARRIVED!" his voice was shaking and I asked myself if his throat wasn't burning. LOR WHAT HE WOULD'VE DONE IF WE WOULDN'T-.." he couldn't continue his sentence because he freaked out. Completely.

After he broke a few things and kept screaming he tried to calm down. I didn't move an inch or say a word. Everything would've made everything worse.. I couldn't risk that.. I've always been on the safe side and I really didn't want to risk that.. if something would happen to me.. I wouldn't be able to save Dean.

"Find him. Find him, wherever he is, find him. And bring him here. I'm going to kill him." he said out of breath looking right into my eyes. I rubbed my neck. If he would've only known that I already did that. But I wasn't going to tell him that to make him even more angry. I just left quietly and disappeared as fast as I could.

I texted him immediately.

'You better stay where you are. Otherwise he'll cut your head off.'

And since I couldn't stop thinking about Sun I texted her too.

'U good?'

Grayson

He destroyed everything.. I was so close and he just destroyed everything. We all were so close to our damn goal and he destroyed everything. She was going to be mad at him.. get distant with him because he scared her.. but she had a big heart.. he needed to do his ducking best and get her back.. He was so stupid.. how could he scream at a girl like her? How could his heart allow him that?

Even that she cried in front of my eyes made my heart bleed. I tried to show it off but it was tearing me apart.. Dean was really going to pay for it..

Dean

I don't know where I was.. all I could remember were the neon lights.. the lilac neon lights and that girl.. with very long black hair.. the way she chuckled and pulled me towards my car made my head spin. I was totally wasted.. but that was all I needed.. I needed to get myself back together.. that was me. Not somebody who was attached to anybody..

The hotel room and her evil look made my head spin even more. My laugh and her moves matched.. maybe my look was more evil than hers..

Sun

Two days later I woke up later than usually again.. if Moon's loud ass music wouldn't have been, I wouldn't be awake now. Sleeping seemed like the best medicine.

I was too sad and too emotional to stay awake and act happy.. because Dean still wasn't back.. he didn't call, answer any of my messages.. or anything else.. I've never been so worried.. I was afraid that something happened to him or that he wasn't going to come back.