Can't hate you || e.d

It's time to wake up

Dean

"What. The. Fuck..." was all I could say when she started breathing normally again, not glowing and when her hair was standing still again. When everything was normal again.

She cleared her throat and looked like she couldn't believe herself as well. She looked confused.. almost as if she would be panicking... or she just came alive again.. I was irritated.

I slowly stood up and took a few steps backwards. "Do I need to be afraid of you?" I asked. One side of me was joking but the other was deadass serious. I've never seen something like that before.

I knew their bond was something magical but I didn't know that she could do THAT. It was scary and incredible at the same time. I didn't know if I should be amazed or shit my pants.

She slowly shook her head, like she still didn't know what just happened, although I was a hundred percent sure that she knew it. She could control it.. why did I not know about that?

"What.. did you do right there..?" I asked walking towards her again, very slowly, like I would be afraid to get too close to her.

She looked nervous and just when she wanted to answer we heard the doorbell ring..

Sun

To be honest I couldn't explain what I did there.. all I did was trying to stand against the pain and fight... think of dad like I've never done before. I thought about how much I loved him and how much I wanted him to be alive..

I thought about how strong he was and tried to send all my love and strength to him.. I tried to connect my soul with his and actually I was mostly praying..

I hoped and was sure that it worked because I felt the weight fall off my shoulders and that deep feeling in my chest disappeared.. I felt like I could breathe again.. not like I was stuck in a small room..

I could feel that something really changed.. it felt like nothing happened.. like everything would be normal and I wasn't sure if that should scare me or if I should feel relieved.

I looked at my phone, hoping that Moon sent me a message but he didn't, although I told him to keep me updated. I sighed and ran my hand through my hair. I needed to wash my face and get myself back together. I didn't know this 'magic' could be so powerful..

Dean

Blake was standing in front of me with raised eyebrows, totally curious. Obviously I was looking at him for too long.

"Damn, sorry, come in." I finally said stepping away to let him in. I was confused and a little bit overwhelmed because he was the last person I expected to see. I totally forgot about him.

We didn't talk about meeting tonight but I guessed he wanted to check on me because he was texting me like four days a week checking on me and asking me if I needed anything. That was weird but I guessed he was trying..

I closed the door and he said "I'm glad I came over. You look like you're dying." he said and I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. I took a step and looked at the huge mirror next to the door.

The darkness under my eyes made me look like a monster but it wasn't that bad. "Don't exaggerate. It's not that bad." I rolled my eyes and he shook his head.

"How's it going? I hope I'm not bothering. I started worrying when you didn't answer my calls." he said and I raised a brow. "You called me? Sorry, I have no clue where my phone is. Nothing is going right right now." I answered, rubbing my eyes with my inner palms.