Can't hate you || e.d

Kisses

Sun

I was so sad.. how was it possible that there were still people who never ate cotton candy? Of course not everybody had to like it and it was totally normal that there were still people like these existing but he made it sound so sad.. like there would be more behind it all..
Somehow he didn't seem so difficult and harsh anymore. I knew that he was still annoying and all.. but at the end he was a human with feelings too.

Dean

"What about you? What made you love it so much?" I asked her trying to smile so it wouldn't be an awkward moment.. and I wouldn't lose myself and talk more than I had to.

She swallowed and looked at the soft candy that made her happy..

"Well... when my mom was pregnant with me she had to stand a lot of pain because I was a very very inpatient baby. I was a little too active and somehow she started craving cotton candy during that pain." she started and laughed. I saw how her eyes were shining and how she knew that this was silly. "So she told my dad about it but it was already really really late so it was very hard to find. Nobody would be selling cotton candy during that time. Especially because it was raining and very windy. Moon was probably pretty angry in that moment I guess." she continues and looked at me when she said 'Moon'.

I listened very carefully. The more things and details I got to know about her, the better. "So while my mom was in pain my dad rushed out, called the whole team and they looked for cotton candy everywhere because she insisted in getting it!" she kept smiling until she said 'team'. She froze for a second and looked at me like she said something that she shouldn't have said. She was really bad in hiding her feelings or lying.

If she would've only know that I already knew about her dads team and everything else about her..

"Uh.. he's playing.. football.. he WAS playing football.. the team,,. anyway.." she added and cleared her throat. I smiled so she would know that I didn't mind.. Very cute how she tried to make it up.

"They found it and drove back as fast as they could and after she ate it I stopped kicking and hurting her. She was in the eighth month as this happened. She probably passed her favorite down to me." her voice as so soft.. like she was telling me a fairytale. I could be listening to her for Horus. Her smile was so warm and so soft.. so beautiful. I fell for her.. I mean I fell for that smile.

"After I was born and grew up a little bit I always freaked out when I saw cotton candy.. well I still do. I just can't control it." she chuckled and my heart started racing. I cleared my throat. How could someone so sweet like her have an even sweeter obsession? That didn't matter because I wasn't going to care about her anyway. I was only going to do my job.

"That's.. cute." I said and looked away.. I wished my family would've been as amazing as hers.. although I hated her dad and her brother.. My mom died after she gave birth to me.. well actually I wasn't even sure if I had a mom or not.. of course I had one who gave me life but I couldn't remember anything about it.. all that dad told me was that she died. In the eyes of my dad I was only a project. That's why I didn't matter as well.

"Okay, let me help you to eat it. You didn't even touch it yet." she said still smiling and her positivity.. the way she was shining.. made even me happy..

For a second I just looked at her.. and realized something.

She was the only one one on this planet who didn't look at me like she was hating me.. who didn't look at me like I was her enemy.. or like I was worth less. The only one who had good intention, happiness, love and hopes in her eyes.