Can't hate you || e.d

Wrong words

Sun

The bell rang and the last period ended. I was so glad because I could finally see Dean. Everybody was totally inpatient to go home but I needed to see him and talk to Moon first. I didn't get to see him during the breaks and it felt like hell. I was really anxious. I was afraid that they killed each other.. I didn't know if they ended up in the same class but I had this bad feeling in my guts..

I was totally exhausted and tired and I really couldn't wait to see him and hear what he's done because I was sure that he was busy. I wanted to know how his class was and if it was including Moon.. something obviously went wrong because otherwise he would've came to me.

I walked towards his car although he wasn't there yet and a few seconds later I saw him coming with furrowed eyebrows and his jaw clenched.. he had a book and a pen in his hand.

"What's wrong?" I asked him immediately when he reached me. He opened the door of his car and threw the things on the backseat, totally pissed. "I'm in a class with your fucking brother." he answered and closed the door a little aggressive. I felt sick..

I made him look at me and looked deep into his eyes.

"Please don't be mad. Act like he's not there. Don't talk to each other. Promise me to not fight." I said that because I knew them too well.

Although everything that happened they both still hated each other more than anything else and I really didn't know how to deal with that. Moon kept blaming Dean for everything that happened to me and maybe he was right but I didn't complain about it so why was he?

My family only supported me because they knew how bad I felt and how much I needed it.. but I knew very well that they were still against him. It was bothering me because my family and the love of my life didn't want to get along.

He looked into my eyes and I noticed how he was trying to keep calm..

I could see the vein on his neck. That was not a good sign. I didn't even want to imagine what happened between them.. I definitely needed to comfort him.

"I don't make promises that I don't keep." he said and I looked at him hoping he would notice how sad it made me.. Just when I like wanted to tell him how important it was for me and that I was really tired of problems I heard Moon screaming at me..

"SUN! MOVE!" I looked at him and then back at Dean who was clenching his fists and looking like he was going to kill him. I slowly backed off but wrapped my hand around his fist gently..

I looked at him, totally nervous. "I'm sorry.. I'll call you later..." I whispered and ran towards Moon. I couldn't hug him or kiss him in front of Moon. He would've went crazy and I wanted to disappear.

Dean

My blood was fucking boiling.

Her hand around my fist was so soft and so gentle that it calmed me down for a second. She gave me strength until that asshole had to ruin our moment.

I didn't give a fuck about myself but I hated how she was standing between us. It seemed like she had to choose between us and I didn't like that at all. The things that happened should've made me gain at least a little trust but it made me look only worse so I could understand that he didn't like me but he could've at least tried or stopped making it so hard for her.

I didn't deserve her and I didn't know if we'll ever be the same again but there's nothing wrong with trying it... I was going to show her and her family how much I was loving her and that I was ready to give anything for her. It was obvious that we would go through a hard time but I knew it was worth it.