Can't hate you || e.d

Butterflies

Sun

It's been two weeks since grandma offered me to take me with her to Monte Carlo and I would lie if I would say that the thought of it left my head even for only a couple of seconds. It did not even try to leave my head and I just couldn't stop thinking about the opportunity that she gave me.

Mom already said she wouldn't allow me to leave with her but granny said she would handle that and I was sure I could convince her.

It's not like I wanted or was going to stay there forever. If I would've been sure about it I would've definitely asked Dean to come with me. At the same time I didn't want him to change his life only because of me.. but I also couldn't live without him..

I was so confused about it and I only had one week left so I really needed to think about it as fast as I could. I was really curious about the place she was living at..

Y/n

"Can you believe her? I never thought she would pull a 'nice grandma who wants to take her grandkids on vacay and keep them there' on us." I said crossing my arms in front of my chest totally disgusted. "Who knows when she'll ask Moon.." I added.

Ethan was still working a lot even after the mission so we didn't really have time to talk about it all and I couldn't tell him about what mom did but when he came home around 1am I was still awake so I explained everything to him while he was sitting on the bed, shirtless, with his back against the head of it and me in only underwear and a thin blanket around me.

He was really tired and exhausted or even fed up and I actually didn't want to bother him with this all but it was about one of our children and he needed to know it even if he wasn't going to do anything about it yet. It was just important to me to share it with him. He should've known it.

"She didn't even tell me when she came to 'help' me in the backyard. She didn't talk at all and I was already asking myself what she was planning next." I continued and he gave me a tired look... it wasn't a tired look.. it was.. something else.. he looked like he was going to eat me. I could say that he was looking scary in that dimmed light.

"I know she's my mom but honestly.. she's such a.. bitch. Even tho she's old! How can someone be so awful and heartless?" I said and took a deep breath.

I was so annoyed by her like why did she even show up? Couldn't she just stay in the dark where I didn't have to explain my children who she was? Or where she didn't have the chance to get on my nerves?

Seriously, I didn't need her at all. She could have whatever she wanted but not my children.

"Ethan, say something!" I said putting my hand on his belly and he took a deep breath. I couldn't already hear how raspy that was and it actually made me feel some type of way, although I wanted to concentrate on something else.

I wanted to know what his silence meant. Why he was looking at me with these dark hazel eyes? Some of his hair has fallen on his forehead and he was shirtless.. it was almost dangerous.. I almost forgot what I was actually talking about. He had the ability to do that.

"Let me play with you." he said out of nowhere and I looked at him eyes wide open. His voice..

that deep raspy voice got me so weak I couldn't even react to it.

"God. Ethan, I'm talking about something serious." I said, furrowing my eyebrows, totally mad at him but I knew the mood he was in. "You're so hot when you're angry." he said with the same voice. It was such a turn on but I needed to concentrate. He wasn't going to get me this time.