Can't hate you || e.d

Issues

Sun

Chloe left and dad told the team to cancel everything. Luckily it wasn't too late. I was so anxious that I wanted to cry. I was really afraid when we were alone. I knew what I've done wrong and I couldn't believe how I just let myself go with him.. not thinking about my responsibilities.

"Where have you been?" dad asked me very angrily trying to breath normally like he wasn't going to freak out.. He was looking so mad.. he was surely about to kill me. The way he raised his eyebrow and clenched his jaw made me nervous and I wanted to disappear..

I scratched my neck. "I was with a friend.." I tried to explain but I knew how stupid it sounded and that it was no excuse for my actions and for making them worry.. it was no explanation.. he slowly walked towards me. "Who's your friend?" his voice was so deep that it made me shiver for a second. If I would've told him that my 'friend' was a boy, he would've totally freaked out and our mansion would be lit up in flames.

"A.. new friend.." my voice was shaking because he came closer.
"Why is your heart beating so fast?" he asked, talking very fast. Telling him that it wasn't true would've be dumb because I knew he knew it. He was looking straight into my eyes. Denying it wasn't an option.. I never lied to him.. I hated this.

I've always been the innocent, kind, real and reasonable one who never caused trouble or made any mistakes. I was the perfect child and I started my biggest mistake with something really huge..

"I..-" I wasn't sure what to say.. it was an uncomfortable situation. I bit my lower lip in guilt. Then he laughed. I looked at him and he looked like he totally went crazy. Then he got serious again and mom tried to calm him down. It was a little unfair because I did something like this for the first time. I did something wrong for the first time.. he couldn't be so mean about it.

"From now on.. you're not leaving your phone anywhere!" his voice got louder and he screamed the last word. I looked down because I couldn't look into his eyes while he was so mad at me.. he's never been so mad at me. He was always exaggerating over some stupid things.. but he's never been seriously mad at me. That made me feel sick.. it made me want to crawl into a ball and cry..

"If I have to, I'll glue it on your hand!" he added and to be honest I thought worse things were going to happen.

Suddenly Moon rushed in. He looked angry as well and a little exhausted. Dad turned around and Moon nodded at him. Then he turned back around to me.
"And you won't go anywhere else than school for at least one month!" he said and my jaw dropped. He couldn't do this to me and be so mean.. only because of something so simple. Why did he have to be so strict?

"But Dad! Nothing happened! I just left for a few hours and now I'm here!" I tried to explain and defend myself. "I DON'T CARE!" he screamed out of nowhere totally stressed. For the first time he really screamed at me. My heart was aching.

"Ethan.." mom tried to stop him or make him calm down at least but he was too angry.. I was asking myself why... What I did wasn't that bad to freak out like that.

"Sun.. do you even know how careful you need to be? Do you know how dangerous it is for you to leave without your phone or telling anyone?" he was trying to calm down but his blood was boiling and his voice was shaking. I knew what he meant and I was always taking care of it and his secrets but I couldn't hide from everything and everyone all the time.

He was afraid that somebody was going to hurt me or something. He knew that his enemies had no mercy and that's why he always needed to know where I am and what I was doing, that's why he always needed to be able to reach me..