Can't hate you || e.d

Birthday parties

Sun

He wasn't there. I couldn't spot his car either.. somehow that made me sad but what did I expect? That he's been sitting there for two days?

Even the cotton candy man was there. I asked him if he saw him but he only shook his head. I felt how my blood started boiling. Who did he think he was? How could he just disappear after yelling at me? How could he dare to do his own thing and leave me behind without texting me once? He could've been dead and I wouldn't been aware of it.

I called him and waited for the voicemail since I knew he wasn't going to pick up. Blake looked at me. He was angry as well because just like I said the time was passing we were worrying more and more. I didn't even care about what he did to me. I only wanted to know where he was and if he was okay. I was afraid of losing him..

"DEAN I SWEAR TO GOD DON'T YOU DARE TO NOT CALL ME BACK, BLAKE AND I ARE LOOKING FOR YOU FOR HOURS NOW! YOU'RE WORRYING THE SHIT OUT OF ME SO GET YOUR FUCKING ASS OVER HERE OR I'LL CUT YOUR DAMN LEGS OFF SO YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO GO ANYWHERE ANYMORE WITHOUT TELLING ME WHERE YOU'RE GOING OR IF YOU'LL COME BACK AND DON'T YOU DARE TO LEAVE ME LIKE THAT AGA-..." Blake cut me off. "SUN!" I looked at him. As he looked around I did the same and realized that people were staring at us. I put my phone away and tried to calm down.

"You need to stay calm.. being mad wont bring him back." I hated it when people told me to calm down. So I gave him a death stare and walked to his car. He followed me.

Blake

She was even cuter m when she was angry.. how quickly she was walking with her short steps.. screaming and giving me that death stare that almost killed me. I couldn't help but smile while she walked in front of me and got in my car still very mad. How could so much anger fit in such a small and cute body?

Dean was so lucky.. but so dumb at the same time.

Sun

We checked so many other places but didn't find him. I was frustrated and really pissed.. but at the end we had enough and we were really hungry so we decided to eat something. I was so annoyed that I didn't say a word unless I didn't have to. I had to wait for him to come back because there was nothing else I could do. It's not like someone kidnapped him..

Of course I was almost too late to Moon's party so I told Blake about it. We wanted to keep looking but none of us had the nerve to. Dean needed stop acting so childish and come back..

Blake drove me home. I sighed when we arrived. "Sorry for wasting your time." he apologized and I shook my head. "You shouldn't apologize. It's not your fault." I said and let my head fall back. My head was aching and I was really tired.. but all I could think about was Dean..

"Maybe he's not coming back because he knows we're looking for him." he said quietly as if it was really upsetting him.. maybe he was right. Maybe he just wanted to be alone for a while.. "Yeah.. Maybe.." my voice was really raw.. I cleared my throat and saw just realized that our property was full with cars and people.. and then I heard the loud music.

I looked at Blake. He looked at me as well.

"Would you like to join my brothers birthday party? I know this sounds weird after this all but we could see it as a little thank you, if that's okay for you." I said trying to smile. It felt unfair to go and have fun while he was still worrying about his brother.. he deserved to be cheered up as well.. he smiled and looked at the amount of people. "Why not? Seems like fun." he smiled and I smiled back.

"I'll just go, change my clothes and come back.." he said. I nodded. I needed to do the same. "See you later then.." I said and he smirked. I got off his car and walked in.. It's been a while since I've seen so many people at the same time... and I knew that wasn't all. I knew there were so many people who didn't arrive yet or who were already at the backyard. I just hoped that he locked dad's office. Of course he did. He would never forget it..