Calm Down Tiger

39: Hang in There Ai'

Captain's POV

It's so awkward. I hate eating breakfast feeling like everyone in the dining room is looking at everywhere else. I hate things more in university. I cannot be with the person I love because I don't want to make my brother more upset. And above all, I hate things in the classroom. Ai'Toptap wasn't in school yesterday and today he arrived quite late and he looks the worst. I hate it! I hate it!

The only thing that keeping me in tack is my passion for music and the upcoming event that we will have this weekend—but I am worried. How can we even tell our parents that we will be home late without making P'Hyuk think that I will see White?

Thinking too much is so exhausting and I don't want to be more stress out. I also wanted to talk to Ai'Toptap but when I looked at him today, he is sleeping on his desk so I decided to visit P'Gun because he told me last night that P'Plan is still not in university. I wonder when they will come back. We need to practice tomorrow already, "P'Gun, why aren't you complaining now na khrab about the couples?" I suddenly got curious because P's mood was so good yesterday.

P' smiles at me while eating the meatballs he probably bought for the two of us before I went to his classroom, "Your P'Gun and P'Mark are okay now," he proudly say but I have this huge wide grin on my face, "Woie!!! P', I thought you are not gay na khrab?" and teased him because this progress is unexpected. P' suddenly snarled at me, "Ai'Cap—what I mean is—we are friends now. Actually, if we will set aside his boldness na khrab, he is such a rational person na woie. Did you know, I saw him talking to Ai'White yesterday—" "With White?" I know that they are both from IC but I was not aware that White and P'Mark became this close. I should ask White when we see each other.

'I miss him suddenly! This is P'Gun's fault! He reminded him of me~'

P'Gun nods his head eagerly, "Chai Ai'—I didn't know that they are so close na woie. But I heard P'Mark giving advice na khrab to Ai'White on how to make P'Hyuk approves your relationship. Woie!! I suddenly feel glad that P'Mark was there! He said something about working hard for something that we want—so after that I told P' that I don't want to be more than friends with him so he said we can be friends. I said 'Alright na P',' and yeah, it looks like I did a good thing na Ai'," he really sounds so amazed to P'Mark and actually the advice was not bad.

If you will ask me, P'Mark is correct. We need to work hard on something that we want so White should prove himself to P'Hyuk so that P' will approve our relationship. I grab my chopsticks and started eating together with P'Gun, "I am so glad you made that big step na P'," it looks like my P' is getting smarter now. I cannot be more proud of him, "Woie~" he swallows his food, "Not big step na Ai'—I didn't even step bigger yesterday. I was just standing right in front of P'Mark not far from him," I almost face palm when I heard what he said.

'I get it back!! My P' will still be slow witted like his best friend P'Plan!'

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