Calm Down Tiger

76: Calm the Fuck Down Captain!

Captain's POV

I've been waiting for Friday since White told me he cannot fetch me or even dropped by my college because of his papers—but he also told me he will go to my house on Friday night. Perfect timing since Mae and Pa prepared special dinner because P'Gun will only eat dinner in our house before going to P'Plan's house for sleepover. Mae also likes giving food to P'Plan's parents because his Mae likes my Mae's cooking.

When White arrived round 7pm, I can't help but look at him. How can I not? I haven't seen him lately and the last time we've talked—well the last time I messaged him was when I wasn't feeling good and I was being a bitch for being jealous. Anyway, when dinner finished, P'Gun decided to take his leave and that left me here in my room with White sitting on P'Gun's side and I am sitting on my own bed side.

"The—food was nice," he started and I laugh in return, "Of course na khrab, Mae cooked it." One thing our family is very proud of? My Mae's cooking skills. He looks at me with that warm smile on his face that I missed so much I thought I would go crazy, "Ahm—about my schedule na khrab—look Cap—" and here we go. I didn't say anything, maybe our communication doesn't match up because I like to misinterpret or interrupt him a lot of times, "I am sorry na khrab if I don't have a lot of time to be with you na khrab and even eat lunch with you. Actually, P'Mark is helping us na khrab with our papers and I don't want P' to feel like his effort in helping us na khrab isn't working because I want to be with you na khrab—and—" "But why did P'Mark showed up yesterday na khrab if both of you are busy?"

I thought I can keep it all in but I guess I can't. White sighs and move a little closer to me, "Well—you are aware na khrab that—" I raise my eyebrow, "That—P'Mark still—" "Likes my P'Gun?" I finished it off for him and White nods, "Chai—so—when he heard na khrab from Ai'Cooheart that Ai'Gun wasn't feeling well na khrab—he ditched us—like—we were in the middle of discussion na khrab and then he suddenly run out of the library na khrab leaving Ai'Mean and I and when I called him he told me na khrab that he will lend his apartment to us na khrab just to finish the paper because he cannot leave Ai'Gun when he is sick~" I can't help but roll my eyes but also feel a bit glad.

'For once, I appreciate na khrab P'Mark for doing everything na khrab for P'Gun.'

"Hum," I said which is enough to make White sigh in relief, "Ai'Mean was desperate na khrab to finish his papers too yesterday so we stayed until midnight—nope I think until 3 am na khrb at P'Mark's place. We slept over too because it was too late na khrab just to finish our papers. I am thankful too na khrab that P'Mark was willing to help us even though he also has papers to finish on his own—senior students na khrab are hardcore~" I don't know why my boyfriend sounds like a crazy fanboy of P'Mark because he praised him so much.

I ignored the thought and also tried to move a bit closer to White until our shoulders are touching each other already, "I get it—I am sorry na khrab for not being—you know—understanding na khrab." Now I feel bad, "I forgot that you are older than me na khrab and I have less school loads for now—and maybe I am being a bit insensitive na khrab—" I sigh, it's hard admitting that you are wrong when you have a big ego like mine, "Maybe—P'Gun is right na khrab. I should embrace na khrab all of the imperfections I have and not vent it all out to you White," White smiles widely, "Really? Ai'Gun said that? I mean—don't be offended na khrab Cap—but your P' is a little bit—slow? Like he doesn't process information the way normal people process it?"