Calm Down Tiger

103: Not Healthy For the Heart

Gun's POV

Friday morning and I am already sitting on the bed, facing Ai'Cap who looks so worried. I don't know why he even looks worried when I feel really great so early.

"P'Gun~" his voice is shaky to. I frown, "Chai?" I asked him and suddenly Ai'Cap grabs both of my hands. I don't know why Ai' is acting like this, "Are you okay na khrab P'? Do you still feel upset? or sad? or even mad?" I blink many times because of the question.

Am I?

I shake my head, "I am feeling just fine na Ai'Cap. Is there something wrong na woie?" I think I am more than happy actually, "P' last night—" last night? "About you and—P'Mark," instantly I feel all my blood running upwards. I can feel my face heating up and probably I am turning red now. Ai'Cap looks so shocked looking at me, "Woie! P'—why are you blushing?" I shake my head quickly.

"I am not na khrab—I am just—hungry na khrab," I reasoned out though I am not good at lying—Ai'Kris told me that before. My brother rolls his eyes and shake his head, "I only mentioned his name na P'—and if you are hungry, your stomach should make a sound na khrab and not your face turning red!" Ai'Cap doesn't sound happy so all I can do is pout. "Anyway, P' you need to be serious na khrab!"

I groan, "I am serious!" I said but Ai'Cap is squeezing my hands tightly, "If you are serious na khrab P'—tell me—what are you planning to do?" he sounds demanding now. What's wrong with him early in the morning?

"What plan? I don't have plan na khrab! You are making me confused Ai'Cap," I told him trying to pull my hands free but he is not letting me, "Listen to me P', last night, you got mad at P'Mark na khrab and pulled him out of P'Hyuk's apartment. Moments later when you came back in, both of you are announcing that you decided to start dating each other na khrab—" I nod because that's what really happened, "Then after a while, P'Hyuk got upset because he heard from P'Mark what he did just to get you as his boyfriend na khrab—" yes I can still remember that, "And then P'Hyuk got mad and suddenly he—tells you words that sort of—upset you na khrab and made you cry," I nod again.

Why is Ai'Cap re-telling me what happened last night? "Yes—so?" I asked him this time because he stops talking already. He looks shocked anyway, "P'—are you listening na khrab? I said—P'Hyuk made you cry last night!" why is does he sound upset now? Ai'Cap is turning weird, "Chai—he did—and I cried and then we went to sleep na khrab and now we are talking na Ai'Cap. I still don't understand—we should call P'Mark—he promised me to explain everything that I don't understand and you are making me so confused na khrab Ai'Cap," I successfully pulled my hands off him and folded them on my chest. I am upset now because I don't understand the situation.

My brother looks like he wants to hit me or something but trying to stop himself. If he hits me, I will call Mae and Pa, "Okay P', I will explain it again to you—" he looks mad but his voice sounds so soft, "Because you got upset na P' with P'Hyuk's words—we all got so worried. You've never cried before P' but you cried last night because of P'Hyuk."

"I cried of course na khrab Ai'Cap—I am human na khrab and not robot. I just got hurt because P'Hyuk always tells me good words na khrab and never called me slow, or stupid, or dumb na khrab. Just that moment, it makes me sad and makes me feel like maybe P'Hyuk is mad at me now because he was able to call me those names—but Ai'Cap—we are talking about P'Hyuk. Do you remember na khrab when P' got so upset during hazing when we went to university and he yelled so loudly we also felt scared of him? This time—he is not yelling at first year na Ai'Cap—but to me! So I got sad—but I still love P'Hyuk—and P'Hyuk loves me so I get over the feeling and now all I want is to say sorry to P'Hyuk for crying so suddenly," I explained—that was so long but I like speaking a lot so it doesn't really matter.