21: Why did I Matter?

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Gun's POV


I told Ai'Cap that I will go back home early today because I was not in the mood to practice today. I also told him that I can give him a ride since I know that he has a late night class but good thing he said no because I didn't really expect this person sitting in front of me in the café inside the campus to be really here and sit in front of me.


Ai'Plan told me that he will go back home early today because his mom needs to go out this evening and no one will be in their house so I got shocked when I saw Ai'Mean in front of our building leaning on his expensive car and waiting for me. So here I am not, sipping my Frappuccino while Ai'Mean has this sharp look on me.


"Woie—Ai' can you stop that?" finally I snapped. I don't really feel comfortable when someone is looking like at me while I am eating or drinking or doing something. Ai' sigh before shaking his head, "I don't really get it—" "Get what? You are really confusing na Ai'. I should call Ai'Plan na woie to get you out of here." Ai'Plan and him have been dating for almost 6 month or more than that—I am not sure, but I haven't had a single decent conversation with Ai'Mean.


I gave him a chance better to get closer to me since Ai'Plan normally hang out with me but he messed up so when Ai'Plan said that they are good again—I decided to ignore him or ignore what he did before for the sake of Ai'Plan, too. I know how much he loves Ai'Mean and if my opinion matters to Ai'Plan, I might ruin their relationship by now.

"Look Ai'Gun, I keep on telling you that it doesn't really matter if you like me or not na khrab but I know that this is important to Plan

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"Look Ai'Gun, I keep on telling you that it doesn't really matter if you like me or not na khrab but I know that this is important to Plan. He constantly tells me that I need to be in a good talking matter or have a good relationship with you because you are special to him khrab. I know I shouldn't be the one complaining especially to what happened before and I know Ai' that you are still mad about that issue but Ai'Gun, I changed already. I think I've proven myself to you already and Plan is very happy with me—" I suddenly have this urge to cut him—and so I did, "Woie Ai', Ai'Plan and I were talking about this issue this afternoon and I promised him that I will give you a chance again na Ai'. I don't even know why did I matter in your relationship na with Ai'Plan. Woie—I am not even in a relationship with you or with Ai'Plan!" then I complained in the end.


It's true that Ai'Plan and I have been friends for a long time but why did I matter? Ai'Mean sighs, "Ai'Gun, I am not sure na khrab if you can see yourself clearly or you are just plain dumb!" I frown because that was not a compliment, "But Ai', my boyfriend—Plan is just oblivious most of the time and he cannot understand some of my words but that's what I love about him—nope—I love everything about him na khrab that's why I am here in front of you and talking to you because you are important to him, Ai'. At first, I also don't understand why Plan values you so much especially when we were just starting but after that incident—after Ai'Cap punched me in the face—and after Plan explained to me that you were the one that encouraged him to open his heart to me—that was when I realized that you matter. You're opinion has so much impact in my relationship with Plan." I still have this confused look on my face for sure.

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