A/n: mentions of a miscarriage please do not read if that is a trigger for you
I smiled brightly as I watched Bones, Spock, and Jim my wonderful husband sit around the fire.
"Row, row, row, row your boat gently down the stream merrily, merrily, merrily,merrily
Life is but a dream" Spock watched on, Bones and Jim were playing composer he turned to me with a beaming smiling and kissed my nose I wrinkled my nose and laughed.
After having a few s'mores we decided to tuck in for the night. I couldn't stop smiling for some reason as Jim pulled a blanket over us
"You're so cute when you're all smiley" Jim whispered to me
"Goodnight" we went in circles and I felt myself smiling more I tangled our legs together.
"Love you" I felt instantly warmer as Jim and I snuggled together.
"Love you too" we started falling asleep until I woke up again randomly. When I looked up I watched the stars and saw a shooting star for some reason looking at the stars made me cry.
I knew how happy Jim was about David, I was very happy for him but it made me constantly think about our miscarriage a year after we came back and Jim was going to become admiral I got pregnant. It was amazing every thing felt so much brighter until I was in the last month thinking I was going into labor even bones was in the hospital with us.
We were all distraught by it, Jim drowned himself in his work and after a while things seemed to be better I turned over and buried my head in Jim's neck, tears brimmed in my eyes. Jim turned over and so did I he brushed my hair off away from my face and I turned back to him.
"I.. I'm sorry I. I" I stuttered over my words and couldn't think of what to say.
"You don't have to apologize, you don't think that finding out I have a son has been stressful for me too" he pulled me closer to him.
" I know but I keep thinking about how we've been married for 7 years but our son died because I'm not.. enough" I almost began to cry. I didn't notice Spock and bones begin to stir.
"Shshsh. It's okay, Our son didn't die because you weren't enough, you're more than enough" as Jim calmed me down bones got up and laid down on my other side.
"Y/n get some sleep" Now Spock got up and laid down so our heads were touching
"I agree with doctor McCoy"I was beginning to smile again. You snuggled into all of them as much as you could whispering
"My boys"
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STAR TREK IMAGINES
Fanfictionjust some random Star Trek imagines mostly original series and next generation. Characters I write are Spock Kirk Data Riker McCoy/bones Q Wesley Picard Chekov Scotty Khan I DO NOT OWN STAR TREK
