I'm Not Poly | Felix X Stray Kids

Chapter 25

Thank you for 28k, 29k, 30k and 31k on July 6th, July 7th, July 8th and July 10th~❤️

The outfits ^^

I hope that you guys will start giving Felix the benefit of the doubt. I understand why you guys dislike his character in the story. But I feel like most of you are completely disregarding the wrong all the others are doing. As it stands, as far as I remember, the only real bad things Felix has done was his moment of phobia against polyamory, and then when he wanted to take Chan from Felix. But one thing I've noticed is that you guys don't trust Felix at all. And at this point of the story, he's not trying to steal Chan anymore. He was genuine when he accepted that Chan was not going to be leaving his mates. I can see why there is lack of trust in Felix's words. But as the writer, I wanted to clarify that 😅 Felix is genuinely testing his bounds with the others. He doesn't want just Chan anymore. Chan is on the same grounds as the others to him now. Chan is just also the one he's most comfortable with. And as for him taking advantage of them, he's not. The others are pushing him to accept. Think what you want, but I don't mean for Felix to be a gold digging character.

But, the main reason why I wish you guys would give Felix some slack, is because the others aren't innocent either. I understand why Felix is the most unappealing. But you have to keep in mind that he was very clear in the beginning that he was uncomfortable with polyamory. And now he's trying. But the thing is, despite Felix's trying, the others are getting pushy with Felix. They're not respecting his boundaries. And I know quite a few of you had problems with the whole foursome bit during that sex scene. Jisung and Jeongin did him dirty. Don't forget that. And Chan wasn't exactly clean, either.

But going into these next parts, I want you to keep in mind just how much they're doing to Felix. There is nothing wrong with him being nervous. If you think about it, if you were in his situation and thrusted into something you don't understand and aren't sure of, you would be nervous too, wouldn't you?

There are quite a few more points I would like to make, but I'll spare you guys. What I'm trying to say though is, I feel like Felix has already redeemed himself enough that he shouldn't be hated at this rate. He has apologized. I don't expect you to accept his apology. But my god. Honestly, from the author's perspective, I feel the most annoyance directed towards the others. They don't respect Felix's boundaries at all. And there shouldn't be a problem with him trying to draw them. Regardless of whether he's making his decision or not, they still push him. And it's not fair. It's really not fair for either side.

I just wanted you guys to acknowledge this. Even if it's just a bit. Sorry, I'm getting defensive over my own story 😅 but the amount of hate Felix has been getting since like chapter 9 is starting to make me sad. I don't want you guys to hate Felix's character 😣 he really isn't that bad. He's not good, but he's just misunderstood it feels.

But anyway, I hope you guys enjoy the chapter 😤 don't forget to read the bonus chapter today! It's short, but I think it gives insight to Minbin!

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~Felix's POV~

About two hours after I had escaped from the living room, everyone had returned home. But I stayed cooped up in the guest bedroom, ignoring the sounds of everyone laughing down the hall as they all happily enjoyed each other's presence.