I hate to admit

should I give in?

Felix was happy the whole day and it was adorable, hopefully Minho will get him the ticket either way. I know Felix tries to be strong and tries to hide it, but I think the most he has gone without putting himself down is maybe a day or two at least.

"So, Minho what are we doing today anyways?" I asked.

We had already finished our choreography for TXT, and I believe that was the last of our recent contracts.

"Well, we actually are going to do a photoshoot." Minho replied. "A photoshoot?" I asked.

What do we possibly need a photoshoot for? The only time we do those is if we are being featured in a spread or releasing a video for something. It's rare when we do one for a music video, we are featured in.

"I have recently found a group that is wanting dancers for their new upcoming album, and one of their music videos. They are the hottest group in the world right now." Minho smiled.

Seemed like he is genuinely excited about this, yet he never told us about it.

"Minho, what is the shoot for then?" Felix asked curiously. "They are picky about who they choose to feature in their songs or in their videos, so they want to see how we are visually. We will send them the photos and a video of our dancing."

"Why is this so important then?" I asked. "Because this could be big for us. It can put us further on the map Hyunjin." Minho replied.

This group must be pretty big if Minho is putting this much effort into it. A shoot and a video for some hot shot group.

"Alright then let's get to it." I spoke.

Minho had already picked out one of our best videos now all we need to do is the shoot.

Minho had a venue picked out and photographer on standby, he really thought this through and never told us.

"Why didn't you tell us before?" I asked. "Because I wanted it to be a surprise, I thought we could use something new and exciting." Minho smiled.

"Well, I'm excited!" Felix grinned from ear to ear. "And you will look the hottest out of all of us." I ruffled his hair as we walked into the place.

The place was fairly big and nice, I can't wait to see what Minho has in store for us. Any theme or just random photos.

"By the way you going to tell us this so-called hot group we are doing this for?" I raised my brow.

"That my friend is a surprise." Minho smirked.

The shoot went fairly well and was kind of long but watching Felix trying all sorts of clothes and styles was too cute. He was having fun, and it was a nice change of pace, he wasn't worrying about anything or how he looked.

We were now just looking through all the photos and damn there were a lot.

I however couldn't help but notice Minho stopping at each of my pictures and taking extra-long on each one. He was basically eye fucking my pictures at this point, he's not being very secretive about it either.

I think we nailed this shoot to be honest, we haven't done many shoots, but this was fun. Felix was overjoyed and just enjoying everything while Minho was being all serious and making sure the best photos were being chosen for the group we are sending to.

"So, Min how was I?" I asked curiously. "Mhmmm, you were...great." Minho replied. "Just great huh?" "Well, if I told you how I actually feel about your photos then things might get weird." "Weird? You're not fooling anyone Minho even Felix can sense it." I looked over at Felix who was just eyeing the both of us.

"Hyunjin just put Minho out of his misery." Felix smirked. " "Felix...it's not that simple." I spoke. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..." "No Felix it's okay." But it was too late Felix was already walking away like he was at fault. Felix is sweet and wants me and Minho together, but it just can't happen.

"He's so sensitive." I said softly. "Hyunjin...he just wants you to be happy you know." Minho replied. "Minho let's just talk about this back at home."

Minho sighed and went to grab his stuff and make sure everything was packed away. I grabbed my own stuff and headed out the door to wait for Minho.

When we got back to the house, Minho finally looked up from his phone and got out of the car. I was put on driving duty since Minho was so fucking busy, apparently, he was sending emails back and forth to whoever the group's manager is.

"You finally done with your fucking phone." I looked over at Minho as we were walking up to the door. Felix was already home as he took a taxi back after he blamed himself for getting between Minho and me.

"Yes, I am, I was just talking to the group's manager. Now calm the fuck down." Minho groaned.

We walked through the front door and Felix was shame eating a pint of ice cream, "Ah Lix baby." I spoke gently sitting down next to him.

"Did I mess up again?" Felix sniffled. "What- no you didn't. Things between me and Minho are complicated, but don't worry okay. We are good and so are we okay?" I cupped his cheek.

Felix smiled and offered me some ice cream and as I took it from him, he snuggled up against me and I soon heard soft snores, he must have been tired.

After a while Minho came into the living room and stopped in the doorway, he was smiling.

"Sometimes I think you two would look cute together." Minho smiled. "Aw well thanks but he's my sweet little angel and like family just like you are. But...I do like you Minho I just don't know." I replied looking down at Felix who was sleeping soundly.

Minho came over to me and picked Felix up taking him up to his room, I was slightly confused but I got up and went upstairs as well.

Felix was placed soundly on his bed and Minho pulled the covers over him and placed a kiss on his forehead.

"You know he didn't last long." I whispered. "I know, but I got his ticket anyways and us too." Minho walked over to me shoving me out the door as he closed it.

Minho took my hand and then led me back downstairs, "Mhmm, looks like the clouds won over the sun." I looked outside and indeed I could hear the rain falling. It was late evening and not quite dark out, but the clouds made it look like night.

"The rain...it holds a memory for you, doesn't it?" Minho asked cautiously. "It... does." I replied walking over to the back door and opening it.

"It does, and I remember it as a good memory, but it was only one of very few." "Hyunjin..."

I walked out onto the concrete pad and the ground was already drenched in water, I love the smell of rain and the sound of rain, and this feels like the other night with Minho. I thought he was actually going to kiss me, but he decided against it.

"I'm sorry Hyunjin, but maybe we can make it an even better memory." Minho stood behind me as he placed his chin on my shoulder and wrapped his arms around my waist from behind.

"Maybe..." I sighed. I know where Minho wants this to go but to be honest, I don't fucking know.