I hate to admit

Things are looking up

3racha is back and has taken over all the platforms, the radio, streaming services, tv you name it.

Despite everything that happened years ago is long forgotten now, Chan has made it clear that if the fans can't accept him and anything to do with me then there will be no more content or any music coming from him, the other two boys are free to do as they wish, however.

Even Jisung and Changbin have made it clear as well, they are in the same boat as Chan. I couldn't have asked for better friends and now my family.

Chan had mentioned they are to arrive back in a few days now and apparently Changbin has some big surprise for our dear angel.

When they come back, they are to be holding a small concert at a small venue, only a certain number of people/fans are allowed in. Felix, Minho and I being at least three of those people and apparently the venue only holds about a couple hundred people.

I can only imagine what surprise Changbin has in store of our Felix.

It's never been mentioned but those two are as serious as they come, proposal seems like the right move.

"Hey, you, okay?" Minho nudged me.

"Oh, uh yeah, just thinking is all. I think Bin might propose to Lix, I mean I would be so for it, and they deserve each other. To be honest though Felix might not be ready for it, he's still as fragile as they come." I spoke.

"I'm sure everything will be fine; Felix is a big boy and I'm sure he can tell if he's ready for something that big or not I mean they have been together for years, right?" Minho looked at me.

We were laying on the bed, and it was late at night, and a storm free night at that but the clouds still hung in the air. Another great night between the two of us, I fell like they keep getting better and better each time.

I turned on my side to looked at Minho, fuck if Minho ever did that to me, I'd be over the fucking moon. I know the past few years have been rough and yeah Chan and I have 'been together' but I guess I was really lonely and depressed as fuck.

Minho though is my everything, we may not be ready for that step yet but if it happened, we would make it.

"You're thinking too much. " Minho pulled me into him.

"Mhmm, I guess but now I'm just thinking about us. We are in a great place right now, right?" I spoke.

"Of course, I know it took us awhile to get here and I'm still going to apologize for not remembering us before and I honestly hate it. I believe we are one and I'm not going to let anything, or anyone get in between us not even Chan. I will fuck him up in so many ways if he ever hurts you or comes after you again." Minho spoke, seriousness in his voice.

I couldn't help but smile, Chan is definitely going to have to watch every move he makes now, and I don't need him per say anymore but as Minho mentioned before I feel like if I do then I will go to him but only for comfort or when I'm down and if Minho can't be there for me.

Believe me I will do everything it takes now to not want Chan around me. Minho is mine and I wouldn't trade him for the world.

Even if others may find it hard to believe.

I love Minho.

"You're all I need Min." I snuggled into him.

"Let's sleep now kitten." Minho whispered.

Three days later...

"Alright everyone, 3racha is back! Let's make some noise!" Chan shouted in the mic.