I hate to admit

Meeting you

Chan

"Hey, our manager sent pictures over of that one dance group he wants to have for our new video." Changbin spoke enthusiastically.

We had just gotten back to our condo after being at the studio all day and I was tired as fuck not to mention my still throbbing headache from drinking too much the night before and my little sleep I got...

"Hmm." I mumbled. "Hey you good bro?" Changbin eyed me. "Ugh just tired, show me the pictures already so I can go get some fucking sleep." I groaned.

I went to the kitchen to grab a drink and Changbin followed placing the laptop on the counter, "Jisung! Get in here so you can look too." Changbin yelled making me immediately rub my temples.

"Stop fucking yelling." I sighed taking a swig of my drink. "Don't mind him he's just grumpy because he didn't get enough sleep last night." Jisung smirked.

I didn't even have it in me to get after him, I just wanted this to be done with already and Chanbgin is taking his sweet ass time. Our manager apparently thinks we need some spice to add to our music and new video, he thinks it will boost our image or some shit. So, we get the biggest dance group in Seoul apparently.

"Alright let's see..." Chanbgin opened up his email and clicked on the link. The first pictures to appear was of the individual members.

"Lee Know as he goes by in the industry or Minho his actual name. He is the leader and owns his own dance studio and recording studio in Seoul, his group has worked with well-known artists." Changbin explained.

Hmmm...definitely hot.

"Lee Felix, also an Australian like you Chan and well versed in dancing and the youngest member. Also has an amazing voice which is kind of his secret weapon of sorts."

Fuck...each member keeps getting more attractive.

"Ooh...he's hot." Jisung beamed. "But the first one too...ugh this will be hard to work with I think."

"Indeed, it will Sung." I chuckled.

"Last but not least Hwang Hyunjin, expert in dancing but after some accident he was thought to never get back into it but proved everyone wrong. Also has a nice singing voice and raps."

"They call themselves danceracha."

Fuck my life.

It's...him, his hair is different but it's him.

Hyunjin....

I felt my heart drop, it was getting hard to breath, and I just wanted to run away but I couldn't move.

"As soon as we hit Seoul and do our concert, we will be meeting up with them to introduce ourselves and get to know each other and then talk over everything." Changbin explained. "They have already signed the contract and everything."

No....no, no.

This can't be fucking happening; all these years I've managed to never see him or anything and yet here we are. He got back into dancing...he looks good. Almost happy.

"Chan? Thoughts? I think they will be good for our new video and maybe we can hear them sing or rap, I believe Felix can rap too. They say don't let his appearance fool you by his voice." Chanbgin said snapping me out of my thoughts.

"I'm honestly excited! I mean being surrounded by three hot guys, sign me up!" Jisung grinned.

I didn't say anything I just turned around and walked away going upstairs I slammed my door shut.

This...is not going to end well but I can't back out of it. I have to act like noting is wrong, I can't let them know of my past.

"How do I look?" He asked flipping his hair all cute like. "Hmmm, black suits you baby." I smiled. "I thought I could use a new look especially now that it's just the two of us on our own, I think coming with you was the best thing."

But it wasn't the best thing especially not for him. He had changed his hair after he dropped out of high school and decided to come with me, he wanted to start over and changing his hair was the first step.

Now it's back to blonde, not his natural hair color but it's how is hair always was when we were together in high school until he dropped out. He grew his hair out again too, and I know it was just a photo shoot but his eyes...the contacts made him look so fucking sexy.

It reminds me why I fell for him in the first place.

I met him in high school officially, but I knew him since we were kids but never had the courage to talk to him, I always thought he was this amazing person and didn't need to be tainted by me. I mean what little kid thinks that? I do of course...I had the worst childhood but seeing him every day from afar made it worth everything I endured.

It wasn't until high school when I got the nerve to talk to him, I had always watched his dance practices and he was amazing but one day he caught me.

"I've seen you around." He spoke gently. "Oh uh...sorry to have interrupted you." I replied. "Nonsense, I was stuck in this part anyways, so I think it's good I caught you watching me." He smirked. "You're really good. I've never seen anyone dance so...flawlessly before."

I watched him gather his stuff and then he walked over to me, school was over now, and everyone was leaving. I stood there like an idiot as he was walking towards the door. "Are you coming?" He asked.

That was the day that changed everything for me, I did follow him, and we went to grab a bite to eat. We stayed at the cafe until it closed, we were so wrapped up in each other's company just talking and enjoying ourselves. I walked him home that night and stayed close to each other, he was this amazing sexy dancer but yet didn't really have friends. He kept to himself, and I was the first to actually interact with him.

He told me that he has noticed me especially after school but yet he was just as afraid as I was, "I usually keep to myself, but I'm glad I caught you." "Do you not feel lonely?" I asked as we walked up to his front door. "I do, but dancing is all I've ever known and I'm hoping someday I can be big, a dancer everyone knows and remembers. So, I try not to get distracted but anything."

I became his distraction, and he slowly lost the will to dance, he still danced but he only did it to take his mind off of something or just because. He didn't dance like he wanted to become something; all his time was overtaken by me.

But then my dream came along, and he got sucked into it with me.

It ruined him, he almost ruined me.